Hmm... as usual... sunday's haf been spent at home for the past few months... kinda accustomed to it oredi... Woke up at 10+ which was considered earli by my standards... n did the 1st things i'd always do when i opened my eyes... rec'd 3 msgs... 2 fr Joel n 1 fr YiHong.... Hmm... poor guy's still sick... n feelin worse.... asked if he's taken his med or has gone to c the doc n he was like "I jus took med. goin to slp soon." Hmm.... the baby's at least takin care of himself... :P
Replied Joel n rec'd a reply fr him almost instantly... kekeke.... guess wat? The bums lazin in bed too.... kekek... decided to talk over the phone but wasnt sure if i was supposed to call or if he was supposed to call me. Anyway... since i was lazy to msg n ask him, i called instead.... Hmm... haven been talkin to both of them since fri... :s Oh well....
I was kinda quiet... dunno y oso... n he was like "r u ok?".... "Is there anything the matter? Do u haf smething u wanna say?" N i was like "Huh? Erm... nope nothing's wrong..." Anyway me oso dunno wat to say... *toink* kekeke... anyway we continued talkin n all den he was like tellin me wat happened on fri... n hw much they drank! N This moron was driving! N he had the cheek to tell me tt he drank slightly more than expected. Haiz... but not tt much to the extend tt he wasnt able to drive n all... But tts ot the point here isnt it? Reali wonder y guys dun get the point tt it isnt whether they r still sober or not aft drinkin so much. The fact was tt they had alot to drink.... Cant help to feel tt Im some sort of a parrot or maybe even a broken recorder hafin to repeat myself time n time again with different pple.... Goodness! Its reali gettin on my nerve manz... 1st there was Chris... den Melvyn... den Garry now... there's Joel... Aiyoz... so far the onli 1 is YiHong... Wonder when his time will come... hahah.... its either sooner or later... but no matter when.... Im sure the time will come.... :p hee... CONFIRM!!! There's jus been too many examples to proof me right....
Was interupted in the midst of our conversation by my sis n mum... they were preparing to go to Hougang Point to get some groceries for tonight's dinner.... *YuMmielicioUs* kekeke.... : ) Been a long time since we had my mum's overn baked chicken n steamed corn n soup...... the list goes on.... *sLuRp* Anyway... decided not to tag along since i was on the phone with Joel... so continued where we left off n told him some of the things i mentioned in my earlier entry. How i felt abt this whole thing btw us n all... whether it was for convenience sake tt since he was ard or whether i was "using" him so to speak or if I reali haf some feelings in all this for him.
Den again... wat as i supposed to tink? Confusions and contradictions aplenty each time i tink abt such thing... there's also feelins for others.... All in all... wat kind of feelins r they? Which are the right ones? Who is the right person? He put this qn across to me "I tink its not wat u wan but WHO u wan....." I guess tts right... the qn here is "Who I wan n not wat i wan" But tts THE THING! Who? *siGhz* Tts y i feel tt its pointless to keep tinking abt it... cos in the end i wldnt still noe.... i mean im not in the hurry or rush to be on a relationship... Kinda like it the way things r now.... maybe when the time comes... i'll be ready n prepared to answer all these qns... but at the meantime.... i'd rather tt things remain the way they r....
All these may seem unfair to the others... but like wat iv said to some of them.... "I noe wat im doin... if U tink or feel tt im toyin with u or tt u feel tt u need to move on n all n dun wan to hang on n wait for nothing den u tink things thru n make the decision u tink is rite. Im not here wantin u to stay or watsoeva. If u feel tt enaf is enaf n u need to move on with ur life den make tt decision. All u've gotta do is jus let me noe wats on ur mind n wat u've decided. I'll respect tt. Its not my position to tell u wat to do or ask u not to go."
I guess some understand where im comin fr n some dont. Oh well... u cant cater to every individual i guess.... Things, events n pple come n go all the time... Like wat someone said to me previously. "Time doesnt stop to wait for u... U've gotta move along with it or u'll lose out in life" Hmmm... wonder how tt persons gettin along now... kekek.... i guess he'll be contactin me sometime soon since it's been awhile since i last heard fr him.... kekeke.... : )
Hmmm.... anyway was talkin abt the drinkin thingy with Joel n told him to recall wat ive said to him previously abt it... But according to him being a STM person.....he cldnt recall wat ive said... *SiGhz* Terrible lehz.... Kekek.... anyway told him to go tink abt it n tell me wat ive said later tonight n tt ive gotta go haf lunch... was kinda reluctant to end the calll but.... Oh ya! This monkey was like brushing his teeth while talkin to me on the phone... Alamak... i tink i cld haf jus fainted manz! Hahaha.... there was once when sme wld be talkin to me n goin to get smething to drink in the kitchen. N one who would be in the toilet gettin along doin their business.... *sTinKo* n another instance when they'll be takin a leak while on the phone.... den here's the latest addition.... Goodness! Not shy man these guys! Hahaha.... wonder wats gonna be next on the list... wahaha... :P~~
Decided to call Reds to book any appt with Vincx on friday for Roro n myself. But guess wat? the recoptionist told me tt Vinxx was no longer with Reds! Damn! This is the 2nd time such a thing was happening sia... 1st it was kelvin from the Reds at Bugis n now Vincx. Piangz! How? Aiyoz.... *Headache la*
Was contemplating whether to call or msg roro den decided tt callin her would be the beta option. Called her home but this WOMAN simply refused to answer the call! Goodness! ArGh! So msged her instead... hmmm.... received a call from her shortly after.... as usual i was rite! the slpin beauty was still in bed... hahaha.... started discussing with her our options n she was like "Alamak how come our mouth reali so sway? Jus the otehr day we were ike sayin tt skali when we call to book the appt they tell us tt Vincx is not there. N true enaf it happened! Aiyoz...." I was like "Yalor... how sway can we get...." Hmmm....
Kept askin each other how how how.... hahaha.... n as always we neva reali got an answer... Haha...smetimes i reali wonder if evyone was like us... askin each other how n all n still stuck at the same spot... kekeke.... Anyway i was like "It's either we stick to reds or we go to another salon... but if it's gonna be reds im not too sure whether to go back to the one at taka bcos tt pple there r reali snobs.... cannot tahanz sia..." den she was like " or we go to another one lor... since we reali tryin our luck with the stylist den it wldnt make any diff" kekeke.... :P
Den we cldnt decide which salon to try out... shld we go to ProTrim at Taka? Or wat? nother point we had to keep in mind was tt since we'd be goin out tt day... it was beta to go somewhere centralised...a t least we wldnt haf to travel up n back down again.... MaFan Wor!!! In the end aft all the hustle n all.... we decided to stick with reds but we'd be goin back to the one in Bugis where I first went. At least the pple there r friendlier n all... So it was settled.... We;d be callin reds tmw at work... :)
Talked abt wat to wear n all on tt day... den we ended the call since the slpin beauty had to go wash her clothes... kekeke... :P cldnt decide whether to come online at first but decided to since there wasnt anything much left to do... Oops... jus remembered tt ive not replied a frens sms... kekek.... Kinda slpy... tink i'll go join my sis in front of the tube n watch the newer version of Journey to the West.... Who noes... i may den take a nap or end up msgin or talkin to smeone.... ; )
Sunday, September 21, 2003
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