Wednesday, November 19, 2003

It's Killing Me.....

Slept earli last nite since i wasnt reali feelin too good still.... feelin sucks big time manz! Msged my darlin aft dinner but he only replied me sme time later. Said he'd jus finished mopping the floor and tt he was goin to take a bath first before callin me... ok lor... wat else can i say rite? *siGhz* Miss him so much.... Ulcers seems to haf erupted last nite... made me superly moody n irritated the past few days... even till now... n to agitate myself further, i had to haf a sorethroat of all times... Damn! Reali lor... the timing cldnt haf gotten beta siaz... ArGh~~~ Reali cannot tahan... Killing me... How much longer will tis continue? I oso dunno.... seems like i've done evything possible but nothings workin lor... Stufiak manz!!!

Was finally able to talk to my darlin but after awhile me got supely irritated n sort of flared n vented my frustrations at him... Felt bad after tt n said sorrie to my darlin but he was like super understanding n sweet to me lor.... said its if i wanted to vent my anger n all on him if it make me feel beta... also said tt he understood y i was behaving this way n all... alamak... made me feel even more guilty sia... Aiyoz... tis guy's always makin me feel tis way esp when i noe tt im at fault... How like tt? *SiGh* Dunno to feel happy or wat oso... Hee...

Was talkin to Jymmie n roro n told them tt it can be funny n weird at times cos it seems like he knows n understands me too well tt smetimes i feel like i dunno myself. He wld like noe wat i tink or how i feel or why i react in a certain way or manner when i myself dunno or cant explain y... scary manz! It's only after he's said it den i'd like rationalise n realise tt tts the reason for my behaviour... wld be like errr... eh... yeah hor.... *tSk* *TsK* *tsK* Goodness! Can be kinda freaky oso lehz... kekeke.... but in a way, im glad he's like tis... kekeke.... happy tt i've found smeone whose able to understand me n is sensitive enaf... hmm... Den again is he reali tt sensitive?? Kekek... I wont say all the time la but usually he is... though he can be rather S.L.O.W at times too... kekeke... But tts my darlin lor.... blur blur at times..... hehe....

Throat started feelin weird the whole day n by the time i was ready for bed it felt worst!! It's gotta to Sara... the culprit has been sick eva since she came back from camp... Been coughin like nobody's business the whole day! Hasnt gone to c the doc smemore... was sayin her throats so painful each time she swollows anything! *HmPf!!!* U Virus Carrier!!!! Now u're starting to spread the germs n evything else to evyone ard u.... ArGh~~~ Beh tahan...

Mails reali low today... did less than 30 n was oredi so free since lunchtime... talked to jymmie for quite awhile... said he read my blog the other day... kekeke... told him abit abt Garry n all... was like updatin him here n there.. kekek... been a long time since we reali sat down n talked oredi. Was like asking wat Garry's star sign was n i said Aries... den he asked so u checked both yr star signs oredi not? I was not nope... so decided to go check it out at his PC... kekeke.... Jymoz kinda into these kind of things... kekek... anyway here's wat it says:

When Aries and Scorpio come together, it can be the kind of relationship where the two partners wonder how they ever managed apart. Both partners in this relationship love power, and if they learn to work together instead of against each other they can achieve anything they want. Scorpio is more focused and more determined than Aries, while Aries gets things started the way both partners want. Even though Aries can be fiercely loyal, Scorpio has a deeper and more complex devotion to the partnership. This can be a very goal-oriented relationship. It tends to be highly passionate and often argumentative, because both partners have jealous tendencies. Scorpio tends to be more patient, but is also more possessive than Aries. But despite their differences, both partners love risk and taking chances; this is not a boring relationship! Aries and Scorpio can have lots of adventures together. At times they can have difficulty understanding each other, because Aries is an extrovert, up front and open, while Scorpio is more introverted with their feelings. Both partners need to meet on neutral ground once in a while and work out a truce! Aries and Scorpio are both ruled by the Planet Mars, and Scorpio is also ruled by Pluto.

When two people with Mars' energy come together, it's like two players meeting on a battlefield: they're either allies or deadly enemies. Mars also represents passion, so Aries and Scorpio tend to have an exciting time together. Both meet challenge head-on, so it's normal for them to argue all the time -- making up is something to look forward to! Pluto adds an extra intensity to this dynamic. Aries is a Fire Sign and Scorpio is a Water Sign. These two elements can be a great combination if they work together, using emotion and physical action to get things done. Scorpio is a strategist, and can help Aries slow down and learn how to plan battles before jumping into them. Aries teaches Scorpio to let go and move on when their efforts are thwarted. But Scorpio can be emotionally manipulative, too much Water dampening Aries' enthusiasm. Conversely, too much Fire can burn the Water away and drive Scorpio to seek revenge. Aries and Scorpio must plan and work together instead of separately to maintain their balance. Aries is a Cardinal Sign and Scorpio is a Fixed Sign. Aries gives Scorpio the initiative to do things just for the experience, rather than always having an agenda in mind.

Scorpio can help Aries stabilize and finish things rather than jumping into new projects without completing the old ones. But they are both loyal and devoted to each other, and when they can understand that they can both be the boss -- Aries as the initiator and Scorpio as the emotional leader -- they can accomplish a great deal together. The best aspect of the Aries-Scorpio relationship is the power of their combined forces. They can accomplish a lot, particularly when they believe in the same cause. They are both winners and they won't give up, making theirs a relationship that never settles for second best.


Kekeke.... Jymoz oso said he told Marcus tt i was attached oredi n tt fella was like wow so fast?! Kekeke... was talkin n we planned to go out again smetime in Dec after Hari Raya.... Kekek.... said tt he wanted to c how Garry looks like n all... heheh.... heard alot abt him but yet to c him... Hee.... soon la soon.... jus dun scare him can oredi... kakak... my Darlin rather shy at times lehz... kekeke...

Oh ya! Talkin abt my Darlin... kekeke... RoRo me forgot to tell u tt i finally cut off his nail on sunday! Hahah.... Den he said he not used to it cos used to play with the last nail... buakaka... Hmmm..... wondering wat he's doin now... shld be finishin work soon.... Miss my Darlin so much.... *sigh* One more day to go b4 i get to meet him....

Tink shall go get Strepsils from Guardian later at AMK Mrt..... Cannot take it... painful manz... dun wan it to get worse... *cross my fingers n toes* Hate fallin sick... Haiz... gum feels kinda swollen oso... oh pls oh pls~~~ me dun wanna fall sick.... always fall sick during the festive period wan... Sad sia! *sob* *sob* Goin town later with Roro... hope my mood improves then...

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