Tuesday, November 11, 2003

DaY oF ReVeLaTiOn

Went home feelin kinda happy yesterday... howeva, i jus had tt weird feelin inside me... dunno y oso... it's tt sort of feelin u get when u noe smethings gonna happen but u simply dunno wat... actuali the idea of tellin my mum abt Garry had been on my mind for awhile oredi... tink it was since the nite when i was talkin to him n askin him if how he felt if i didnt tell my parents abt us being together n all.. dunno wat got into me since then... maybe his response n how he sounded n all but it just got me tinking... anyway i felt tt it was beta if i told her abt him... made up my mind on the way back home to tell her abt him... but tts provided my dad's not home yet la... kekek... thank god he wasnt... mummy seemed to be in a rather good mood yesterday oso.... haha... so grabbed the opportunity to tell her...

Was hangin ard in the kitchen which is smething i seldom do if it can be help.... was like figurin out how i shld start tellin her when she asked me if i was gonna be havin dinner today... hahaha..... tink she read my mind.... anyway i said nope n tt i was goin out for dinner... god noes wat made her say the next sentence cos she hardly does.... normally she wld be naggin abt me goin out n spendin money n all... anyway she was like so who u goin for dinner with? Meetin yr fren or BF for dinner is it? She had to emphasise on the word Bf lor.... piangz eh... k lor since she started den i shall continue... hahah... i was like ya meeting my bf for dinner tmw nite... wahaha... tt sort of like shut her up sia...

There was complete silence for the next whole minute while i was lookin at her... heheh... den i was like eh no qns to ask me ah? wakaka.... tt started the ball rollin... at first she was like onli askin this n tt... den paused for a long time den i was like eh tts all u're gonna ask? U sure or not? I'm very sure u haf loads more of qn to ask lehz... dun pretend pretend to keep quiet but inside u itching to ask me alot more lehz... i noe u too well oredi... this cant be all... hahaha.... tt got her laffin... WaHsAy! Not onli laffin sia but it was the start of her qns.....

As i guessed it, her 1st qn was is he catholic? Alamak... seriously lor i dun get wats the problem with me hafin a non-catholic bf... Alamak... i mean wats the fuss n all? Cannot tahan sia... evytime when it comes to this topic onli ah i sure TL like siao... cannot understand them manz... hmmm... wats the big deal lehz? its not as if im gonna be marryin his religion or wat oso... aiyoz... wateva la... on n on she went n she was like we're not like yr makko n kuku u noe... allow jasmine to get married to kailun jus by following the traditional chinese weddin. If n shld u end up marryin a non-catholic yr weddin had beta be held in church... GoOdNeSS!!! Here i m tellin her abt Garry there she is talkin abt marriage.. i was like alamak mummy pls la... u tink until so far for wat? So drama lehz! Aiyoz... cannot tahan her man... tink she watched too many drama serials n bollywood film oredi... hahah....

Anyway her other qns all came as expected... went thru this session once before with her n now again so sort of expected evything liaos... the onli 1 qn she asked me which i wasnt n neva expected it coming from her was Is He Married? Piangz eh... for a min i was like snooked sia! Hahah... i was like Huh?!~ wat did u jus ask me? Is her married? Dunno whether i wanted to laff or wat sia... i was like pls la.. u tink i wld be goin out with a married man mehz? Sorrie ah tts not my cup of tea hor... y? jus cos u recently noe of such things happening u tink i oso the same mehz? Alamak... die die oso i wont sia... Ha! Smetimes reali dunno wat my mum's tinking oso...

Talked abt being in a relationship n all den my Darlin msged me n asked wat i was doin... told him tt i was talkin to my mum n he asked wat abt so i said U lor... n he was like Oh ok... Call me when u finish lor.... kekeke... God noes y but mummy brought up the topic abt Chris... n i was like Ha dun talk abt tt FuckEr la... den she was like wat happened tis time... i was like u noe y we broke up? n she wa like cos of his career lor... told her tt it was partly the reason n aft a yr i finally told her the actual reason y we broke up... He jus wasnt worth my time, effort, love n evything lor... anyway was very frank n open with her n told her abt wat happened n also told her abt wat happened btw chris myself n XXXX.... hmmm... came as a surprise for her... but wateva it was glad tt its all over... Cant help but tink n feel tt last nite was sort of reali the official finale of tt particular episode n chapter of my life in conjunction with a new one tt has recently started.... hee...

Continued talkin to her for awhile before we ended the conversation n she was like wateva it is... jus noe wat u're gettin into n noe wat u're doin... whether he's serious or not i believe u're sensible n matured enaf to noe.... i was like ya ya i noe... dun worry la... ur daughter's not tt naive n all ok... u guys taught me well... im the chip off the old block... wateva i m its bcos of both of u so u can an la.... *pHeW!* The End.... but confirm she'll tell papa abt it later tonite.... she always does.... cant deny nor hide tt fr us la... we noe her too well... she simply cant keep anything to herself wan... hehehe... Tts my mummy! Always informing n updating my dad abt us... so it doesnt make a diff if he's home or not cos he still noes.

Anyway called my darlin n he sounded so slpy... i was like u wanna go slp or not? n he was like hehehe... actuali i jus woke up! YALOR! U Winner la... tot u watchin tv or wat but no... actuali went to slp... kekeke... slpy-head... hehehe... discussed abt where to meet n all... alamak... can die sia... reali had to like tink so hard... i cant recall tinkin abt anything this hard manz... haiz... got interrupted by a call from zhizhi n she was sayin she went to all the ulu mac donald's n the alphabears oso sold out oredi... DAMN Sia!!! ArGh! Fed-Up manz... I need my Y!!!! Argh.... Told her i as talkin to Garry n she was like oh ok lor... call u another time... let me noe if u manage to get any Y hor... n i was like of cos....

Continued talkin to him n finally we decided the time n plc... hmm.... actuali smething happened b4 tis n it sort of affected my mood... *siGhz* he knew it oso but i didnt want to talk abt it... came to work today n told roro abt it n i was like....

U noe ah last nite aft i told my mum den i called him n talked to him den as we were talkin den zhizhi called my hp a few times cos of the bears... den we started talkin abt zhi n abt sat when we went out together den for no reason he kept on sniggerin n all to himself u noe.. den i was like askin him wats so funny n all... den he said no nothing la jus tot abt tt day lor so funny... den i ask him y lehz? den he was like oh cos zhizhi tis zhizhi tt... wahlauz eh dunno y me suddenly mood change manz.... Hmpf...

Roro was like ermm.. mayb coz zhi tok non stop that day.. tats y he will tok bout her mah... heehee, me understand how u feel and y yr mood will suddenly chg... dont anyhow tink oki....:)

When i read wat she said i was like kekek.... yalor tts wat he said oso... he said she so funny n den ask if she same age as us n all i was like ya same y lehz? den he was like oh nothing la... den say she dun behave n sound like us even though same age n all... wahlanz eh... my blood pressure shot up sia.... kekeke... beh tahan u noe... wahlauz dunno how come suddenly feel damn suan manz... argh! :s *HmPf* how u noe i anyhow tink... kekeke... :P of cos u will noe la... u kpo n too clever for yr own good mahz... heheh... n oso cos u went thru the same thing tt time when u were with kel rite? kekeke... cham sia....

She was like sigh.. kekekke. its like becoz of wat happen last time, u will become more senstive when yr boy boy tok bout zhi.. course u will try to feel/see whether there is something wrong with him or does he treat her better than the others or look at her more often.. so in this way, u become beri senstive and jealous when it comes to zhi.. me understand and its natural to feel tis way olso... we are all girls mah, so we noe lor.. u noe lah, sometimes zhi olso like to act cute...kekekeke.. so sometimes cannot tahan her olso...hehehehe

hehehe, that time me tot kelvin like tiff coz he always tok to her and treat her quite nice, so me olso become more senstive.. then u noe lah, tiff quite pretty and alot of guys like her.....kekekekek... then even best, when he c tiff last time, he always smile at her.. even more friendly towards her than u guys leh...heheheheh:P

I was like kekeke.... yalor... tts the thing la... actuali me quite ok with this kind of thing wan lor.... i very open n wont mind wan la... but ever since wat happened den its a diff story now... kekek.. sickening sia...

Roro was like goin hehehe... slowly lah, all these feelins takes time to go away... when u more stable w him, than u wont feel so insecure... kekeke....


Hmmm.... hope so lor... Was busy emailin jymmie oso cos he was askin wat happened... hahaha.... jialatz sia... was tellin him wat happened n all n he was givin me advice n the usual stuffs... kekek... evything oso can tell Jymmie... he'll noe wat to say... wakaka.... anyway he said he heard tt Garry was quiet n i was like erm... kind of la but i tink shld be ok la still can click wan lor... hee... jymmie was like later after fasting mth, we can go out together ok? n i was like ok ok... kekek... den he was like btw, forgot to ask u..is Garry a smoker ? hehehe...at least have kaki mah..if not also better lah..smoking is bad for health anyway :P

Look whose talkin sia... kekeke.... we'll see how things goes la... me rarely smoke nowadays oso.... Hahah.... Hmmm..... YH called me twice last nite but was reluctant to answer his call. Was talkin to my darlin at tt time n he wasnt happy n didnt want me to anyway... *siGh* Called me again tis morning n asked how come off late i dun ans his calls at nite n all n i was like err... slpin lor... feel bad but i seriously dunno wat else to say or how to tell him lehz... said he's been very busy n all in ofc n tt he hasnt got the time to setup his comp at home since he reformatted the thing so hasnt been reading my blog... tt explains evything lor... Hmm.... i oso dunno sia... in a dilemma... aiya dun wanna tink too much abt it... i guess in time he'll noe lor... shld sense smething oredi esp since i rarely msg or call him unlike before.... believe he'll understand n move on oso... from the things we talked n shared prevously, i noe he wld be able to.... hope he'll find tt smeone special in time.....

Hmmm..... tink i'll stop n start readin my book liaos... so bored sia... nothing to do since jus now.... my darlin chitra feelin hungry liaos... hehe... shall accompany her down to get smething first... kekeke.... Meetin my Darlin later at 6 plus.... YiPpY! Finally can see him again... Miss him sia.... *siGhz* like so long since i last met him on sat...

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