Sunday, November 09, 2003

~~~ I Miss U Darling ~~~

Was in ofc until i tink 9pm on fri... started talkin to Roro aft we did our stuffs... kekek... both of us were like sayin tt we were extremely bored n wat a way it was to spend a fri at home... so sianz sia... but LL both of us too broke to go out n spend money liaos... aiyoz... when's payday siaz? Haiz... another long week more ah.... hmpf~ started talkin abt stuffs n all... my darlin always like to say tt we're more of like gossiping n not talkin... HnG!

Anyway was talkin to roro abt stuffs den talked abt kel n herself n wat she wans n all.... Hmmm... glad she tot things thru but tink u shld tink more lor roro... if possible its beta not to let it drag on too long... u noe i noe evyone noes wat its gonna be like lor... whether it happens now or later... We all noe the result at the end would be the same lor... Tink abt wat we all said ya... Decide for yrself wat u wan la... tts most impt... we can say wat we wan but ultimately its yr call... we'll be there behind u all the way wateva it is....

She den started sayin me actuali haf something to tell u but dunno how to say it lehz... i was like aiyoz jus say it lor its ok wan... wat u haf on yr mind? Den she was like erm... no la jus wan to say tt now tt u r in a relatioship, u haf to noe how to reali spilt yr time btw yr boyboy, frenz n family lor... when its time for yr boyboy n u to be together den make sure its onli jus the both of u lor... yada yada yada.... u noe wat im tryin to say or not? Yes i do noe wat u mean my dear... in fact i knew wat u wanted to say when u hesitated n den said the 1st sentence....

Dun worry... once bitten a lesson learnt.... will not eva repeat the same mistake i did the last time.... noe wat u meant n who u were referring to....mayb not so much so as in smeone in particular but i do noe la... u noe i noe those tt noe abt it can liaos... dunno wat got into me but i actuali cried sia! kekeke... Roro was like worried for a min cos she cldnt comprehend y i jus suddenly started to cry the moment she said wat she did.... hmmm.... dun worry la i've gotten over wat happened oredi... jus tt during tt moment, dunno wat got into me n i jus felt very suan n all lor... mayb like wat u said lor... memory flashbacks n i sort of had the blues again... kekek.... m ok oredi... thanks ya...

Jus as we were talkin my darlin called me n asked if i wanted to meet him or not... hmm... kinda late oredi wor so told him dun wan... n he was like ok lor... since u dun wan meet me den i go out with my frenz ok? kekeke.... ok lor... can say no mehz? hee... n he was like of cos can la... u dun wan me go den i wont lor... hmmm... anyway he went to meet his frenz n was like talkin to me on his HP during the journey there... kena suan by his frenz lor... kekek.... hmpf i believe he ended up drinkin quite abit... Darlin~~ Dun forget wat u promised me before hor....

Woke up abt 9+ on sat.... extremely earli sia... dunno y but me jus cldnt slp.... hmmm... actuali woke up almost every other hour.... jus cldnt slp soundly... each time takin my hp to see if my darlin msged me or not... he didnt in any case.... his last msg was to wake him up when i woke up... k lor... so called him... kekek... :P kinda chek ark but.... dun care... Miss talkin to him... didnt get to talk to him b4 i slpt last nite..... Tt fella answered the call almost immediately... kekek... asked him y he didnt msg me n all n he said cos u told me u goin to slp mahz so didnt wanna wake u up... noe u surely will wake up once u hear yr hp beep... kekek... dun care... still wan u to msg me... How wld i noe if u're back home safely or not?

Anyway talked to him for awhile den went to do our own stuffs.... Meet up with roro n kel in the train den went to Orchard MRT to meet my darlin... kekeke... so happy to meet him again..... aiyoz... like ages since we last met lehz... *siGhz* Went to collect his jeans at Taka n all... tried it on n it was ok... kekeke... Was like talkin to roro since it was the 1st time she saw him up close n personal... wakaka... she was like he's ok la... not too bad... kekek... hengz.... hope so lor... but still find him abit beng lookin lehz... Oops~~~ Sure gonna kill me when he sees this... hmm... wonder if its bcos of the hair... wateva la...

We were all so hungry cos we had not eaten anything for the whole day but still we waited for zhi to come at 6 b4 goin for dinner... kekek... was oso zhi's 1st time seein him... hmmm... didnt haf much to say la... onli got to gossip in the toilet... hahah... anyway we were like walkin ard n she was always the last to leave every shop... aiyoz tt woman almost got angry cos we went out without tellin her... Hee... was like walkin ard n garry was like Dear Dear u not buyin anything today? kekek... so bad... dunno whether he askin on purpose or wat sia... Hng!~

Was so nice of him to carry my bag almost the whole day... heavy sia with his jeans n zhi's uniform in it... his back n shoulders must haf ached like siao... Talkin abt aching... my toes were aching cos they were prone to pple either steppin on them or brushing their shoe soles pass it... My Darlin was one of the culprits wor! Hmmm... poor toes... noe he didnt do it on purpose but there was tt one time where i almost cried cos it was jus so painful sia... was angry with him for awhile n he said he knew it... *siGhz* Sorrie Darlin... Noe it wasnt yr fault n u didnt do it on purpose lor but reali was agitated at tt point of time lor... But u noe la... me can neva stay angry with u for long... It's always been like tis...

Went to watch Matrix Revolution at 9+ den met up with Sharon aft the show... Show was ok onli... wasnt tt fantastic or wat la... me wanna go watch Lord of the Rings.... Kekek... I noe la... roro must haf purposely msged sharon n told her abt garry n all tts y she waited for us lor... Poor her... sat on the railings outside Cineleisure for an hour waiting for us sia... kekeke... anyway went to Mos Burger n sat there... Hmmm... was like bz talkin to Garry n Zhi was talkin to Lynn... Roro n Sharon was like talkin oso la but me dunno abt wat cos wasnt payin any attention to wat they were all sayin most of the time... kekek... too preoccupied oredi... heheh.... Hmmm.... was kinda weird cos Kel was like so quiet n diff today compared to the other times when we went out... evyone sensed it oso... was totally diff... dunno wats wrong with him oso... like haf lots of tots in his mind... Hmmm.... Garry oso commented the same thing..... said he didnt noe wat to talk to him abt.... *siGhz*

Time passed so fast sia... left the plc abt 2+ *SiGhz* Actuali didnt wanna go back yet wor... but since me sharing cab with zhi n she was tired so left lor..... Hmmm.... Was like alamak... how come goin back oredi... Dunno when i'll be meetin my darlin again... Was talkin to roro abt it on fri n said tt it's kinda weird this time compared to my last relatioship lor... its like i dunno when i'll get to meet garry n all.... We neva talk abt tis nor like say when we'll be meetin n stuffs like tt... Its unlike last time when i knew when i'd be meetin up or goin out lor... Hmm... wat to do? Bo pianz lor...

Went home n talked to Garry again b4 slpin.... made me go to slp cos i had to be up earli to go to church... Sunday passed like every other sundays... went to church den out for lunch be goin to Mt Vernon n CCK Colomborium AGAIN... Haiz... was almost 3+ when i got home... shack sia... was msgin Garry on my way there n back... asked if i wanted to meet but in the end we didnt.... Talked to my Darlin when i got home... kekek... was chgin his bedsheets wor.. hee... talked for awhile b4 he made me go take a nap again... kekeke... anyway time passed n here i m updating my blog... gettin to use the comp finally aft my sis.... actuali tot of updatin it tmw but tot otherwise lor... Haf to cut short n end liaos... Jialatz... supposed to call my darlin at 10.30 but its oredi 11.05pm... He's jus msged me not too long ago oredi..... Oops!~~ Bao Bei.... Me lai liaos.... Heeee.....

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