Tiring week~~~

Wah... been almost 2weeks or so since i last talked abt myself... hmm... lots of things have been happeneing la... as usual work is always there... pple always there to irritate u oso... surprisingly, i've been able to work not too badly with tt woman so far... but she can be kinda irritating at times oso la... *siGhz* someone pls tell me somethin different la...

Anyway, had a short meeting with my boss yesterday and he has finally sorta ironed out my responsibilities.... kekek.. THANK Y GOD! Haaha... seems like this roadshow i'm doin would be the 1st and last roadshow i'm gonna be helpin her with. The 2 exhibitions held overseas in october and november would also be the last 2 overseas exhibitions that i'd be overseein... seems like now he wans me to concentrate more on pdt mktg...

I was like oh ok... den he went on n on abt wat i'll be doin n wat he'll be doin n finally ended with sayin tt he'd start to forward mails to me now... wahsay! winner lor... say onli n since then, my mailbox have been like flooded by him lor... alamak... its like so messed up now tt i dunno wat or how to arrange it sia... :( Pls help me.... im gettin like so confused with all the mails im receiving now... goodness.... pdt mktg for the pdt im handling is like so technical lor... aiyo... the technicalities involved in it is oredi enaf to make me see stars man!! God help me ah... hopefully i'll be able to get the hang of things real soon or else i tink i can jus go hang myself liaos lor... :P

The worse is that apart from this task assigned to me now, i still need to oversee and complete the roadshows n overseas exhibitions... so can imagine how screwed my inbox is like now? piangz.... dunno how long i can tahan sia... oh ya!!! I'm asked to do forecast n reports as well!! ArgH~~ I Hate Those man... yuCkZ!~ But seems like i'll be stuck with it for the next 6mths.... n the worst is tt it'll be submited to my Big Boss! *sIgHz*

Well... apart from all the work things are actualli great... my colleagues or shld i say my kakis are actuali great and funny pple to get along with... kekeke.... now haf :Q kakis oredi so not bad sia... evyday can fall in a few times at work... lunch together n all... haha.... the best is tt i can connect with them lor.... tink w/o them my life would be so reali miserable at work..... thanks to them i haf pple to look forward to evyday... was emailing jymmie and tellin him tt even though with all the work piling and all at least i dun drag myself to work like how i used to when i was back there.... he understands.... poor him la... dunno how long he'll be stuck there.... tinking back i reali miss him n anja sia... hopefully we'll meet up soon b4 the fastin month starts....

Starting to get real piled up @ work.....

Oh gosh~~~ work is slowly piling up now man.... hmm... was kinda free the 1st month tt i was here... now things are slowly picking up... hmm... is it slow? Seems like things are picking up faster now man... kekek... :P suddenly i haf like so many things to do n haf to like source for so many stuffs sia... beginning to tink if i'm Product Marketing Executive or Marketing Communications Executive sia!~

My boss like so slack sia... workin with him me damn free but since he went for a week's leave, me like doin roadshows n liaising with vendors n event company for the events tt are coming up... seems like me doin more marcom sia... wahlauz skali sooner or later me kena transferred to marcom.... oh gosh~~ eeekkkkzzz..... i dun wan to haf to work for tt painted face sia! ArGh!~

Tink i can jus kill n bury myself lor... oredi not under her yet she so bossy n all.... not all the time la but most of the time is enaf to get on my nerve oredi.. .*PiAnGz* how like tt??? I pray hard tt i won't be sia... i dun mind hafing to work with her but not work under her sia.... cannot imagine wat it'll be like ah~~~ but den i can't deny the fact tt she noes wat she does lor... got lots to squeeze out of her... hahahah.... :P oops~~~ sounds bitchy and conneiving sia... but wat to do, its a dog eat dog world here.... either u're in with one of the workers or out u go man!

Boss supposed to be back today but he applied for urgent half-day in the morning in the end he ended up not turning up for the whole day sia!~ Winner lor... ever since his wife gave birth last sat he like even more bo chap sia... alamak... win oredi la... how to work with such a boss? Aiyoz... evytime ask him something onli his reply would be "i cant confirm with you now", " i dunno", "i'm not sure".... piangz oei... den be director for wat when evything dunno? Scared sia....

Oh Yes!!!! I found the error!!!

Wahaha.... i did it! Was kinda a shock when i visited my blog few weeks ago. Was tinking to myself oh damn wat happened to my blog!!! Goodness it got re-directed to another site each time sia... wahlauz... i almost had a heart attack ah! Cant believe the whoe blog jus disappeared like tt man! Heheh... thank god i finally manage to find the mistake and now it's back... heng sia :P

i guess it's been pretty sometime since i last updated this. Either i couldnt find the time or i was simply to lazy to come online lor.. kekek... :P been kinda free at the new work place for the 1st 2 weeks or so la.. din haf much to do n there wasnt anyone i cld talk to as well... can u imagine tt or not... piangz eh i seriously felt like a loner man! the 3rd week was totally different. Got to noe some others at work n also managed to talk n haf lunch with them... as usual la... managed to click with a few of them n realised tt they were like my ex-colleagues... kekek.. now haf lunch n faggin kakis liao.. hahah... :)

Work has been starting to pile up now... haf a few events that i've to coordinate n oversee.... an eye-opener man... get to learn lots of things since most of the events are held overseas... kekeke... so lots of things to learn n all lor.... from here got to noe some of the workin style and attitude of some of my colleagues... can be reali bitchified sia some of them... dun tink will name any names here la. Beta to be safe than sorry... hahah... :) My boss wont be in for the next week since his wife jus gave birth yesterday! hahaha... but oredi left me with work to do... damn... kena work with someone tt i'm starting to dislike.... *siGh* gotta pray to god to give me strength and patience to be able to work with her n be able to tolerate and haf patience man!

Week end flew past jus like tt n it's monday again tmw... *SiGhz* sian lehz sometimes when i tink abt it... :( but lucky thing is that now i haf kakis at work so it wont be tt boring... in a way, i dun mind goin to work noein tt i'll haf pple to gossip with. hahah.... oh ya bumped into some of my colleagues yesterday while i was in town but as usual that particular grp of pple damn fuckin stuck up sia! Saw me but tried to pretend tt they din. Cant be bothered oso la... they can kiss my ass for all i care....

Long Long While......

Hmmm... it's been more than a month since my last entry. Lots of things have been happening... dunno where to start oso... *siGhz* I guess the first thing that happened lately was me resigning... YesH! I've finally tendered my resignation! Kekek... waited for my boss to come back from his honeymoon and on the first day he came back, me resigned. But of cos there's still the one months' notice tt i haf to serve la... so last day n counting down will be on 30 July!!! Kekeke.... cant wait manz! Hee... :)

2nd on the list would be the VB that i've gotten somewhere last month but tt oso bo liaos oredi... goodness... paid some of my bills, gave my parents, paid for some other stuffs n now left with not much oredi... *sob* so pathetic wor! Always spending money so fast sia! Kekeke... :P Anyway part of it went to my KL trip tt i'd be goin in aug over the national day period. kekek... long weekend manz! Looking forward to it even now! Heheh... reali cant wait for it.... :)

I guess on top of most of the good news, there's this one sad news. Was so ookin forward to hafing a baby in our grp of frenz... but jus the other day, lian hoon smsed me n told me tt she had a miscarriage! Alamak! When i read her message i was so shocked manz! Feel so sad for her... but then again, it cld haf been a blessing in disguise! Good thing is tt they're both young n can try for another one... Dun Give up ya!!! N Know tt we're always behind u no matter wat... u can always turn to us... and we'll be there wheneva u need us...

Kekek... maybe some of us can even go down to yr place almost within a short period of time. hehehe.... :) It's always fun to haf a gathering at yr place... hope we'll haf more of such gatherings as n when... kekek... Hmm... tink next time if me reali shift out of Hougang, hope we can still haf gatherings at yr place wor... hmmm... or maybe next time it can be at my place liaos... but transport will be a problem... Or beta yet u guys can stay over at my place... hahah.... but tt's in another few years time la. so till then, we'll jus bunk over at yr place! Kekek.... :)

Wow!!!~~~

Wahsay! Since the day i started work at my new dept until now, i tink today is one of those rare days when i really had stuffs to do sia... kekek... been busy from morning till 4plus jus now... goodness! If onli evyday is like this then i won't be so bored oredi...

Anyway my purpose of entry today is bcos i received an SMS from one of my close buddies! Kekeke.... n guess wat, she msged to inform that she's pregnant! Hehehe.... wahsay! When i read her msg i felt an instant joy and happiness for her man! So glad for her.... tink its jus the rite time for her to start her own family liaos... Tink the both of them has more or less settled down soince their married...

Some how or rather i jus cant picture Mr Yeo as a daddy though! hahaha.... can reali imagine wat it'll be like sia! Kekeke.... That will be the next chapter of our friendship.... we used to talk abt us gettin married n hafin kids of our own... i guess the time has finally come for it to be realistic thought liao...

Another pic of little Amirul.....

Kekek.... here's another glimpse of little amirul slpin ever so soundly... heard from Anja tt he's a nite owl! Sleeps alot during the day but eyes wide open during the nite... kekek... looks like anja's gonna be on nite duty for awhile now... hehehe... :)



Heee.... Well i guess madam's gonna have her hands full for a while now... life in office has neva been the same without her... suddenly evything's kinda toned down n all... not as happening as before.. not tt its boring now la... but sometimes with onli jymmie n myself left... we'll kinda tink back of the old times and miss those moments we had... come to tink of it... it was like onli last year when our group went for the bintan trip... *siGhz* So recent yet seems like years ago....

Ever since one by one of us started leaving, this place hasn't been the same oredi... as months passed the group got smaller and now we're left with jus 3. Well.... 2 for now lor... err.... 3 if u include poovan... So pathetic lehz...

God noes how long i'll be able to take this and stay here... as it is i'm oredi so fed-up with the old hag that i have to work with... every damn thing tt i refer to her she'll either reply "I don't know" or else " later can? I'm busy now." Damn it sia! Later n later since April... n now it's like June and i still haven learnt anything from her yet! Was supposed to teach me how to raise payment n all but she only got down to it yesterday afternoon and guess wat?! hahah.... when she was sitting next to me n was abt to start teachin me, my hp and office del kept ringing non-stop! Hahaha.... couldnt believe tt it was actually happening... like it knew tt i wasnt in the mood to learn how to raise PR n all...

Aft the continuous calls, pple started coming to redeem the free gift tt we were giving away... Kekek.... kinda funny sia... when we finally managed to settle down and started entering data into the system, the access for entering payments that were put aside for the last financial year was closed! Hahaha.... so now we have to wait fr finance pple to open the access for us again! Kekek.... i hope they don't get back to me today sia as i haven got the mood to do all those stuff!

Since we had no access, we cldnt do anything so she went back to her table and said to call her when finance calls back... waited for more than an hr before jymmie emailed me. And yet they haven returned my call.... Swines! Was so fed-up i decided to hang the phone and jus go down to look for him... Fuck care la! So pissed off oredi... jus as we were smoking, someone called me to inform me that there was a customer at the recep area waiting to redeem the gift. As usual, i told her to refer to xiao di but since he wasnt ard she called me again n i told her to refer to tt hag since she was supposed to help me when i wasnt ard...

Damn Her! Blardy idiot called me n pretended to sound like she didnt noe wat to do n all... Screw her man! she sounded as if i didnt noe wat was happening so i told her tt i asked dixie to call her to assist with the redemption as i wasnt upstairs... Blardy swine actually can ask me how somemore! And even had the check to say or u wan me to go n tell the customer to wait for u to come back! Fucker her man! Cant she help to do the simple redemption when all u had to do was get the letter n photocopy the I/C den jus issue the speakers to the person? Wahlanz! Fumin mad sia! Told her jus wat to do n hanged up! Was supremely pissed sia! AArgH! Tinking of it now onli makin my blood boil oredi...

Wateva it is i hope i wont be stayin long in this good damn place! Want to zhao after gettin my bonus at the end of this month sia! Been submitting resumes n lookin ard for jobs even though i got this stupid job in march! Couldnt tahan it in the beginning man... kinda getting used to it now but den with the old hag and they way she does things i tink i'll haf months of backlog in payment by the time she comes ard to teach me how to raise payment and wateva fucking procedures i haf to do.... Damn it!

Anyway i've been submitting a few jobs on a daily basis n i must say i'm kinda glad tt i got a few replies so fast this time ard compared to the last time. Kekeke... Seems like after i submit my resume, it takes them less than a day or two to reply to my email... So far there has been a counter-proposal which offered me a job in the gaming industry but since i didnt have any interest nor knowledge i turned it down. Kekek... submitted my resume to a few hotels as well... n some replied tt it would be kept for future openings.... hmmm... at least beta than no reply la... but the latest resume i submitted on mon is the one im looking forward to... hehehe.... :)

Applied for this post in MediaRing and they called me the next day to arrange for an interview... Yeah! Heard that this company is a rather large company n there was once a joint biz venture with SingTel as well.... sounds good so far... was supposed to go for an intereview today but i changed it to mon. Then was talkin to my baby and he was like y dont u ask if they can re-schedule it to fri since we'd be on leave n i was like oh ya!

Received the email confirmation on my interview and was contemplating whether to email or call back. Decided to call instead which i did and told her i cldnt make it on mon n if it was too late if the re-schedule interview be on fri n she said it was... i was like oh darn... n explained to her and she was like ok i'll check n get back to u. Heheh.... so now it's been re-scheduled to fri...

Lookin forward to that interview sia! Seems like i'd be interviewd by the Director of Product Marketing and if successful, i'll be reporting to him directly. Hope things work out for me this time.... Lookin forward to the interview there and hopefully (Crossing my fingers) I'll get the job! At least there'll be a change in environment and all... Beta pay... beta prospect n i seriously hope beta colleagues.... though i'll still miss the times i had in email team... but i noe i'll still be contacting my buddies here! Esp my dearest abang! Kekeke.... Don't worry ah! Will also keep alook out for u too... i know u also wanna leave.... without us ard with u, life here will be miserable! Kekeke....

Just hopin and praying hard that i'll be able to move on and start a new chapter of my life soon... So far things have been rather good for me n i'm hoping that it'll be beta... *gRiNz* Even if i don't get this job at MediaRing which i reali hope i would, i hope to go for more interviews since i've not stopped sending resumes yet... Kekeke.... Even applied for jobs under Metro, Wingtai and all oso... hahaha.... Hee... now that my baby's found himself a new job and would be starting work there on 21 June... Hope i'll be able to find and start working at the new plc soon too.... Heee.... Then we'd be another step closer to our dream.... Love U so much Darling!!!! *MuAcKz*

~~~~ The Arrival of Baby Amirul ~~~~

YEah!!!! Finally the long long awaited arrival of Baby Amirul has finally arrived!!! Kekek... After being admitted on Sat... we've finally heard from Anja... n her baby looks so cute... nose like her but other than tt... and he's fair... (Even my mum said so!! and she said so chubby too... :P) So cute...

Will neva foget how this madam goes on n on abt cant take any food tt has too much dark sauce and all... hahah... instead the amount of chilli she takes is like double or maybe even triple... hahah.... remembered tellin her u tink u consume so much chilli yr baby will turn out rosy is it? kekeke... wateva it is... he's so cute.... :)

I still cant figure out who he resembles though... kekeke.... :P Shall wait awhile more... since they say the features of a baby keeps changing... cant wait for 18 June when we'll be going over to her place... heheh.... Madam beware of jymmie ah!!! Hehehe.... :) Cya on Friday then.... then we can start gossiping again :)

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Been so so very long......

Wow! Didnt realise that it's been so long since i last updated my blog sia. Heheh... :) Life has been pretty much the same apart from slight bumps here n there. Hmm... stuffs happening now n then but nothing reali major.

Heard from zhi that Sharon's found a new job smewhere and that she's started work there on monday. Hope evything's getting along great for her. Happy for her tt she's found a new job so soon after tendering her letter. Reali a great place for her to gain more experience since she'd be doin merchandising apart from marketin...

Hehe... my dear fren's gonna be flyin to NY now and then for wk purposes sia... hahah.... must remind her to get stuffs for us when she flys there! Heheh... come to tink abt it, we haven met up in awhile oredi. Hmmm.... tink shall ask if she wanna join us tmw... or maybe next fri when zhi n me meet up with roro.

Talkin abt tt woman, she's still jobless... jialat la... dunno how long she can tahan... hope she gets some calls to go for interviews soon man! All the best to her la! Zhizhi on the other hand jus started work yesterday. Managed to find a job at one of the banks here as a Finance Asst.... Hurray!!! Happy for her... She'll finally be able to start her career in her chosen field of work... Hope this job would be a good start for her la! Jiayou ba nu ren!!! :)

Been kinda free at work the pass few days. Haven got much to do apart from the norm. Hmmm.... life here is more or less the same. Environment hasnt improved much since i first came but i guess it isnt as bad as then. At least i get to communicate with some of them now n then when i need their help in certain things. So far, Sam seems to be rather cool... Cindy seems helpful... Lynette reminds me of myself in terms of her vocal expression n all. Can be rather crazy at times too... kekek... talks to me now n then also. *sigh* we'll see how things go from here la...

Actuali just received news abt out VB and increament for this year n believe me when i say that it's terrible and getting worse as the years past. Been talkin abt it with jymmie and some others and we were all complaining abt the news. Though there's this talk abt revising our pay structure n all but *sigh* it sucks. I've more or less gotten used to all this crap even though i still bitch abt it la... wat to do? It's expected wan lor -=pEngz=- Managements will simply cock-up all sorts of reasons and explanation to rationale why they're doin this n implementing that blah blah blah.... So typical!

Though the VB's gonna be given in June instead of July, there's reali nothing much to look forward to lor... looking at this from a brighter side at least we'd still be getting something compared to getting nothing at all. Ya ya... haf to keep tellin and reminding myself that. How pathetic sia... *sOb* *SoB*

Evyday oso need to physo myself to come to work in the morning den after breakfast, i look forward to lunch and after lunch i begin my countdown to the end of another work day. Cham man! Reali wonder how long i'll be able to take this... Long oso not long, short oso not tt short... Evyone including myself, said it takes time to adapt n all but it'll be abt 2 months since im here n look where im still stuck at? Alamak... dun wanna start bitching abt this liao la... or else there'll not only be no end to it, it'll make me feel worse than wat i oredi am... :(

Hmmm.... Me took part in the SMS contest that was organised for internal staffs. Went for the trials on tuesday after work. Was actuali tinking of backin out in the first place but tot otherwise in the end. Kekek... kinda kan chiong at first man cos there were quite a few contestants. Hee... the umpires made the situation worst by standing next to each of us while we were composing the message. Alamak... Made me more nervous sia! Kekek... my hands were like freezing and trembling ah! Heheh... heng me still managed to compose the whole massage below 2 min...

We were each given 2 trys but there was a mis-match at my 1st attempt... too nervous oredi la so tink me made some errors... :P Oops! Lucky me managed to get the 2nd attempt rite... Kekek.... Results for the trials would be announced at a later date. Hope me get into the finals then can get one of the top prizes. Heheh... :P At the end, those who managed to clock below 2min got a delifrance meal voucher on the spot and also a chance for a lucky dip. HmMmmm.... i must haf been lucky at that point den since i got a $50 Robinsons voucher! hahahah.... in time for the sales....

Must be tinkin how come im so free today to enter such a long post... kekeke... well tts bcos i've literally got nothing to do today... been doin nothing besides checking my personal emails, reading online papers and sourcing for jobs for my frenz n oso my darlin the whole morning... jus came back from lunch abt an hour ago n since i haven got anything to do, i decided why not jus update this... beats staring at the PC n cracking my head on wat to do! Hehehe.... as usual, i'm counting down to 6pm again.

No one seems to be online in ICQ today sia! Boring... :( My stupid comp was hafin problems loggin in yesterday! Thank god i'm able to login today. But it doesnt make any diff leh since no one's online... hahah... crappy... like wat anja always say, im blabbering liaos... kekek... tt woman's not ard since yesterday. Had contractions this morning n according to her doc its not advisable to induce now. Anyway she's jus 2 weeks away from her full term. Tahan awhile more ya Darlin =) Heheh.... someone's gonna be a mummy very soon! Kan chiong man! Heheh... Feelin excited for her oso... :P Cant wait to see her baby manz! :)

Tink i'll go check the results for American Idol later on even though jymmie's told me who'd be kicked out tonite.... kekek.... Den i won't need to watch tonite's episode liao. Heheh... ;) Roro called jus now so talked to her for awhile. Was askin me whether Samsung or Sony Ericsson was beta cos she's with her mum and intend to get a new hp since her antique one was goin bonkers oredi.. like mine la but i gotta wait... wait for wat i oso dunno. Wat with my miserable bonus n all... :( -=peNgz=-

Hmmm.... Slpy...

Went to watch 50 First Dates and Dawn of the Dead on saturday... kekek.... reached home almost 4+ in the morning manz... kekek.... 50 First Dates was not too bad... kinda sweet n romantic... Cant imagine wat it's like for every single date to be like the first date.... Wow! Must be reali nice! Tink nice isnt the word but cant tink of a word to describe tt sort of feelin... hehe...

Imagine the kind of feelin and atmosphere u'll be goin thru sia... must be reali wonderful.... heee..... if onli the same thing would happen in reality... wouldn't mind feelin that way in a relationship manz! How often do couples get to go thru tt experience.... For many... after aperiod of time together, things would sort of remain the same n all.... to some extend it may even be stagnent... so wouldn't it be like a dream come true if your love life was filled with the same amount of love or maybe even more love each day but different events happen in it.... exciting man! kekek.....

Dawn of the Dead was a rather stupid show... there wasnt reali any explanation on how the whole thing started n all n the "best" part in the show hafin gone through all they had was that evyone contracted the disease and bcme the living dead... reali stupid la... wasted out time watching it... should haf watched a date with ted hamilton or smething like tt.... alamak cant remember the show title sia... kekek... By the time we left the cinema it was almost 4 and yet Cineleisure was still packed.... some of those smelt like they jus came from clubbin sia... kekek... i guess they must haf la... superb man these pple... not tired ah? Or is it jus me gettin old.... hahah.... wateva it is..... my weekend has ended n i'm into the 2nd day of another work week.... goodness!

Work the past 2 days has been.... boring... kekek.... tts cos i didnt haf much to do... sianz la... So bored.... dunno wat to do manz.... rather free oso... heheh.... tink i'll die of boredom! Tts the reason y im updating my blog.. kekek.... simply too free tt i cant tink of wat to surf.... haiz... any suggestions for any interesting website??? Heee..... let me noe ah... kekek... Anyway jus came back from lunch not too long ago n did a quiz which jymmie sent.... kekek... kinda interesting....

Eight Levels of Hell

Many and varied sinners suffer eternally in the multi-leveled Malebolge, an ampitheatre-shapped pit of despair Wholly of stone and of an iron colour: Those guilty of fraudulence and malice; the seducers and pimps, who are whipped by horned demons; the hypocrites, who struggle to walk in lead-lined cloaks; the barraters, who are ducked in boiling pitch by demons known as the Malebranche. The simonists, wedged into stone holes, and whose feet are licked by flames, kick and writhe desperately. The magicians, diviners, fortune tellers, and panderers are all here, as are the thieves. Some wallow in human excrement. Serpents writhe and wrap around men, sometimes fusing into each other. Bodies are torn apart. When you arrive, you will want to put your hands over your ears because of the lamentations of the sinners here, who are afflicted with scabs like leprosy, and lay sick on the ground, furiously scratching their skin off with their nails. Indeed, justice divine doth smite them with its hammer.

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

wAt a WeeK it'S bEen.....

Week passed kinda fast... had things to do in ofc on certain days so it wasnt all tt bad... but smetimes was bored to death... thank god i had icq connected... or i tink i reali would have died... hmm... stayed over at my baby's plc since fri n came home on sun... was great... celebrated zhizhi's bday on sat but smehow things didnt turn out they way i hope it would haf.... wasnt in the mood to celebrate much cos had smething on my mind.... had tt uneasy n unpleasant feelin as usual... haiz...

"Paisay ah zhizhi.... make up to u another time hor... thanks for understanding though... :)"

Had sme misunderstandin with my baby n it kept buggin me from b4 we left his plc to meet the others at east coast until the moment we came back. Didnt reali njoy myself much oso... come to tink of it i cant reali remember wat it was like tt day... it was like i was zombified n went thru tt few hours not knowing wat had happened n all... was totally not myself tt day....

Dun tink i'll wanna mention wat happened cos its kinda too personal... anyway wat i felt was nontheless horrible..... neva tot i'd feel tt way with my baby... *siGhz* Unexpected... hard to describe those feelin... tink it came as a shock for me at first as i cldnt comprehand wat i read... had to read it so many times... n when it finally sank in i was like devastated... not sure if tts the right word cos it sounds to harsh but i guess tt at tt moment tt was how i reali felt...

Had a mixture of feelin goin thru me throughout the whole time... many qns n all... didnt noe wat to tink or how to tink straight... didnt want to jump to any conclusions but smetimes its inevitable to..... i guess its natural instinct... but still i tried very hard not to let it affect my judgement and thoughts or else i tink i wld haf gone berzerk... Cant explain how i felt then but one thing i knew was tt i felt heartbroken n tt it was difficult for me to trust as much as i did.... although this isnt wat or how i wanted to feel but deep down tts how things are...

It'd be difficult to gain back tt trust i had n even believe... though i'll keep tellin myself i haf to... i noe tt somehow, unintentionally.... the qn of whether its true or not would come to me.... its so contradicting... on 1 hand i noe tt he isnt the sort but on the other i'm doubtful.... dunno how to explain things oso... *siGhz* tink the best is not to tink abt it n aft smetime things would jus fade... i jus hope tt the the same or even similar incidents wont occur again... or else when tt time comes i wouldnt noe wat the consequences would be...

In a way, im glad tt i had the talk with my baby. At least he noes how i felt n how i reacted to his explantions... i jus hope tt he'd remember wat was said n learn from it.... He can reali be forgetful at times..... M prayin tt the same incident wont happen again n tt he wont repeat the same mistake.... I wont noe wat the outcome would be or how i'd feel if it did...

Cant take another blow to my heart n feelins tt i've given him.... Dun tink i'm prepared to go thru it all over again... It'd be worse of this time... This i noe for sure.... It's like we've come a long way n i wouldnt want anything to jeoperdise the our relationship. I hope he feels the same way too..... Wateva it is we'll move on from here n see where things brings us to.... Been happy with him since day 1 n i serious hope tt this would continue thruout.....

Long weekend...

Wow! So shiok... njoyed the long weekend but its sad tt its come to an end man! Was so happy tt Friday was a PH even though i had to go to church in the morning... but tt was nothing... didnt mind hafin to go to church as compared to hafing to go back to work! Damn....

Hmm.... Went to watch "HellBoy" on friday n it was nice... reali entertainin... kekek... so cute... actuali wanted to watch Passion of Christ but was hoping to watch the Gospel of John 1st since i heard tt it wld be beta.... hmmm... but cineleisure wasnt showin it on fri... stupiak sia... anyway went home aft the show since we had to get up earli as he was comin to fetch me ard 10 or so... kekeke.... spent the whole of sat with him.... kekek... went for breakfast at mac den went to fetch his mum n den went to get groceries n den back to his plc... heheh.... n yes his 2 adorable but noisy n mischievous nephews were at his place.... HeLp~~~ kekekek.....

Actuali it was more like spending the whole of sat n even the earli hours of sunday with my baby since me onli reached home at 5.30 in the mornin... kinda tired now oso since didnt haf much slp today... but didnt haf time for a nap... hmm.... cldnt get to slp la... jus the tot of goin back to work onli brings my mood way down manz... damn... somemore broke... piangz....

Haven spoken much to my baby today... hmm.... miss him alot manz... *siGhz* Wonder when i'll be able to meet him again.... always dread the weekdays since i dunno when i'll get to see him.... heheh.... gonna be stayin over at his plc this fri n thru the weekend... heheh... lookin forward to bein able to see him n be with him... cant help but feel contended even though its jus being with him at his home n hafin nothing to do....

Zhi's gonna be celebratin her bday this sat so its gonna be kinda pack.... goin to town aft wk tmw to get her cake with ro den to meet her since she wanted to get smething... hmm.... den on fri we'll be gettin her present since roro n myself will be hafin an outing with the team n my ex sup n boss.... hope tt with all these in line the days this week will fly through quick man! Starting to countdown to fri oredi.... hahah....

...:: Farewell Lunch ::...

Been quite awhile since i updated... kekek... not tt i've been extremely busy or wat la jus didnt haf the time to... hee... My Stay at The Stamford was reali Fa-Bu-Los! Kekek... scenary was wow! Kekek... room was oso shi0k.... bed was like BiG! Hahah... to sum it all up... it was simply unforgetable... Wonder when i'll get to stay there again... hee...

Anyway we had lunch with the team today since it was Chitra's last day... kekek... been a long time since we went for lunch but not all came... hmm... as long as the main pple were ard it was ok la..... the others were like extras... kekeke... but then we werent able to be ourselves esp since it was the last day the 5 of us were gonna haf lunch... *sob* in 2 weeks time, it'll be roro's turn to leave oso... Alamak! *siGhz* onli left Jymmie Anja n myself... piangz! So lonely manz... imagine if both of them not ard... aiyoz... will be left alone liaos...

Hmm... had lunch at Long John's n they treated both Chitra n myself... Aww.... thanks lehz... so nice of them... hee... even though i noe we were all broke... kekek.... was so full man... den smething happened n i was like wahaha.... last act for Chitra to remember ah? kekek... As usual, our Ms. Lee had an accident with the cup of Coke... kekek... spilled the whole thing on her jeans sia... n to make things worse it even stained onto the back part of her jeans... kekekek.... this ger ah reali clumsy man.... the other time was the chilli sauce but tt was cos of Anja but this time it was her own doing... so sway sia! Smemore goin town tomeet zhi n sharon aft wk today! Kekek...

As always, me kena drag to the toilet by her to help her wash her jeans lor... kekeke... lucky thing no stains or wat manz or else i c how she go town! hehehe.... n guess wat they bought for me for my farewell gift!? Kakak... They bought my fav foreva frenz alpha bears n formed my name with it! Hahah.... YippY! Always wanted to get those bears but kinda ex n cant find all alphabetes sia! Hehehe.... but now i haf them thanks to them! Heheh.... Love it alot sia! Hee... n we bought for Chitra a Swatch watch! Kekeke.... Looks nice man... Hee... :) N she loves it... tt matters most la... Hee... Sure m gonna miss her.... Things wouldnt be the same next week liaos... But wish her all the best la....

Finally! It's Friday!

Yes!!! Its finally friday! Been waiting for this day to come for so many reasons sia! Kekeke.... Most imptly is tt it's the end of the work week n i wont have to torture myself in ofc doin nothing n not knowing how to pass my time! The past 4 days has been a torture for me.... Not knowing wat to do at work the minute i come to the minute i go home... Goodness! Life has been miserable sia... but things have sort of picked up since yesterday... been assigned smethings to do... Erm... Tink actuali it shld be a few things to do at least it kept me busy for at least half the day... hehe... beats hafin nothing to do the whole day la! kekek...

Anyway... the other reason y i was lookin forward to today was bcos i was gonna stay over at my baby's plc tonite... kekek... meeting him at hs plc aft wk... den after bathing we'll be goin to town... yippy.... got lots of things to do.... collect things... go to informatics to check out the courses... den Ta DA!!!! It'll be my baby's bday! Haaaa....



Planned for his bday since last month sia... kekek... wat to do... where to go... wat to buy... kekek.... crack my brains until can explode manz... hehe... gonna stay at Swissotel The Stamford on saturday den hafin high tea at Equinox... wakak.... interesting manz! Cant wait... heheh... thanks god there's this short get-away for me to look forward to manz! Or else i tink i'll jus rot and die here manz.... hehehe.....

Life has been miserable....

Transferred to a new dept
Newbie in the dept
Nervous... Scared... Lonely...
Lost... Stranger in a new environment...
Miserable... Damn...
Was anxious to come over but noe tt im here.... *siGhz*
Evything's new n all... Things to learn n all but no one to guide
No direction... argh... how long will this take?
Pple here aren't as friendly, warm n all as compared to my previous team...
Miss them SO much manz!
Wonder how long this situation will last... was tellin my buddies how i felt n all n they were sayin its jus the 1st week....
Hmmm.... hope so lor.. dun wanna feel this miserable n lost evyday... n smemore haf to tink how to pass time in ofc...

Arrrggghhhhh..... wat a way to spend the weekend.....

How much swayer can i get? Went to the doc on tues to keng for an MC den went back to wk on wed n sway sway me reali got sick on wed... throat was super sore sia... so went to the doc n got a days MC on thurs... Went back to work on fri... throat was still sore but much better... den started hafin the cough... piangz eh! After tt tot was gettin beta but NO! Me cme down with the flu since yesterday n now its killin me man!! Bye Bye sore throat Hello flu n cough!!! DaMn!!! Wat else cld go wrong? *sNiFf*

Haiz... woke up ard 11+ today n decided to wash my clothes... its pillin and hanging evuwhere sia... tink i shifted half of the clothes in my cupboard out... kekek... beta wash or else no clothes to wear to work liaos... kekek.... goodness... washin the first batch now... but ive still got the second batch of denim skirts n jeans to wash... Damn! Wonder how long this whole thingy is gonna take sia... aiyoz... *siGhz* hope the sun remains shinnin.... Oh gOd!!! Imagine the amt of clothes ive gotta iron later tonite?!?!? HeLP!!!~~~~~ Y is it Sunday oredi.... :(

Alamak feelin hungry oredi but there's still nothing to wat... haiz... wonder wat my baby's doin... tink still zonkin la... kekek... tts if the 2 monsters are not at his plc today! Kekeke.... or else... hahah..... wonder how jymmie's doin oso... not heard fr him since wed leh... hope he's feelin beta la.... aiyoz tt guy oso poor thing la... so much problems and stress.... hardly eva able to talk to him nowadays oso.... hope to be able to talk to him soon la.... b4 i leave..... sad to see him so stressed n tied up....

Hmmm.... went for dinner last nite then went to watch Scooby Doo 2... kekek.... cute sia... even had Big Bravo n Reuben featured in the movie.... hahah.... :P entertaining.... went for a drink aft tt n was like plannin to go for a short trip durin labour Day but in the end ended up goin nowhere.... *siGhz* sianz la... hope to be able to go somewhere with my darlin.... hmmm... shall check out the promos tmw at wk.... hehehe...

WoW! SimPly UnfOrGetaBLe....

Went to watch Beauty and The beast last nite and it was simply wonderful.... been so long since i watched the cartoon... kekek... brought back lots of memories and i cant believe tt i still remembered how to sing some of the songs.... heheh.... wish i could go again... was truely unforgetable... kekek... would be goin for the next onw next year... if i remember correctly it'd be on the Different Princess Classics under Disney... hahah...

Brought weiwei with us and he slpt on his way there.... Kekek... maybe wat garry said abt bringin him out was rite.... the moment we left Jurong it started to drizzle N in a matter of minutes it started to pour super heavily manz.... Heee... reminded me of the day when Paya lebar got flooded... kekek.... Kinda fun... haha...

Took some pics during the performance and was tryin to upload it online but the stupid thing had some problems... haiz... as usual la... kinda used to it oredi... was able to upload a couple of pics at a time den it was cut down to 5 n den 3 n as expected, i couldnt even upload a single pic... kinda got on my nerves sia... n cos of tt me bcame kinda irritable... Hmmm.... wat else is new? Anyway jus visit My Yahoo Photos and u'll be able to view the pics taken la....

Wateva it is.... the nite was simply great.... was gonna send him back first since he was like sayin he felt tired... the cutest thing he said during the performance was that they were so noisy n tt he didnt want to watch oredi n tt he wanted to go home n slp... kekek... but thank god he was awake thruout... hahah....

Was on our way to CCK n he was talkin non-stop in the car... alamak... noisy sia... kekeke.... kept sayin he wanted to come to my place n all n in the end after talkin so much i guess slp got the beta of him n he ended slpin on my lap again... wahsay! Long time no carry a small boy while he's slpin liaos... hahah... the last i did tt it was like donkey years ago....

Wateva it is.... our next outin would be to the Zoo on the last saturday of this month b4 i get transferred to the new dept... kekeke.... lookin forward to tt day..... Hope Zhizhi wld be able to make it and come along too.... den she'll noe how talkative tt weiwei can get... kekek.... tink he can even make her go bonkers manz... Hahah.... Lookin forward to the 27th... hee.... cant wait... woppie... counting down as of today...

Disney On Ice Here I come.... kakak....

Yippy the long awaited day has finally arrived!!! I'll be goin to watch Beauty and the Beast later tonite with my baby and his noti nephew... kekek... been lookin forward to this day for so long manz! Heheh.... some might say tt its kinda childish to go watch this at my age but who gives a damn! I grew up watchin Disney's cartoon and all n i still love them. The onli regret i have would be tt they seldom or should i say hardly ever air them anymore... Miss watchin those cartoons man! At least its beta than havin to watch the cartoons they're showin now....

Hmmm.... lots of stuffs happened recently but the one tts been buggin me is the fact tt since i'll be transferred to Product Marketin, there's gonna be a reshufflin of pple in my team n 2 was to be transferred to hotline... but the thing is tt Chitra has tendered her resignation letter yesterday! Goodness! Now its left with onli roro hafin to go over to their side.... she has been so stressed on this tt she hasnt slpt properly and has been meticulously findin for jobs since.... hope she finds one soon.... this aside, the others oso seemed stressed even though they werent asked to go over.... now tt the teams smaller and most of us leavin by this month....all the workload falls on jymmie...

Poor guy oso la him... stressed n occupied with so many other stuffs in his life and now this stupid thing has to add on to it.... *SiGhz* majority of the ad-hoc stuffs in the team is held and tasked to our group n now tt chitra n myself is leavin n roro being transferred to hotline, they've gotta re-allocate evything to the rest... but who is to do it? Tts the question now.... hmmm.... hope evything blunders up then they'd noe they made the wrong decision.... seems like they chose chitra n roro due to their lack of productivity n all... but tts crap la... in terms of quality and quantity we r all definately beta then the rest... not tt im boastin abt it or wat la... but tts the fact.... its so stupid to base their decisions on jus reports and numbers! Dumb sia! Hope they get wat they deserve when evything cocks-up!

Wat a week this has been...

Phew! Finally its the end of another week sia... goodness! hard to believe tt so much has happened in such a short period of time sia.... for one, me got a few calls askin me to go for interviews, den there were changes within the team in ofc... aft tt found out tt kama was preggy.... n today we were informed tt there was gonna be a re-shuffling amongst some of us.... wahsay! so much to swollow and digest sia...

Hmmm..... think the news today sort of got many pple tinking real hard regarding their jobs n all sia... -=PeNgz=- sme were like in a state or irrationality n haste.... lots of things were said n exchanged amongst a few of us... there were some who tot of resigning n all.... can undertand how they felt also la... tink i wld haf felt n reacted the same way initially.... wouldnt be logical enaf to sit n tink of the possibilities n also options.... heee.... knowing wat sort of person i m i tink i wld haf felt the same sia or maybe i wld haf reacted worse.....

Managed to talk logic n sense to some n in a way me sort of influenced their way of tinking n decisions.... i hope.... kekek... hmm.... hope tt they wont regret the decisions they make later manz or else me surely die... kekek... since i was the cause of it... hehe.... but hope for the best la... no matter wat its still sort of a win-win situation lor... hmm... hope i was rite in my way of tinking oso sia... wldnt wanna be the cause of any regret or wat-so-eva since i was sayin so many things n influencing their tots.... haiz... hope wat i said made sense oso sia... i can be senseless n illogical sometimes.... kekek....

Came back home with roro today.... hafing a slight headache now... god noes y sia... hmm..... gonna haf dinner soon i guess.... kinda hungry today since me didnt reali eat much today... kekek... yeah~~~ gonna meet my baby later... kekek..... cant wait to see him so tt can tell him stuffs on wats been happening in ofc... heee... wonder if he's got any more stories of his own regardin his wk place oso or not.... kekek..... cant talk n fish for prawns at the same time... hahah.... come to tink of it.... seems kinda fun oso... hahah.... hope i haf the patience and catch some later....

It's been Awhile....

Hmmm.... seems like its been quite sometime since i last updated my blog.... not sure if its bcos i haven gotten the time or whether its becos i'm gettin lazier or busier with life.... wateva it is... i reali missed the days where i was free to update whats been happening in my life..... hee.... one thing im certain abt would be tt in 3 weeks time, i'm definately gonna be busier... heee.... M actuali looking forward to this major change in my career path... hope tt it'll be takin me to where i always look for and aspire to be.... heee.... a career i hope to succeed in and advance further....

HR finally called me earli this week to confirm the post i've applied for and said tt i'd be goin over on the 29th... YiPpY!! kekeke.... finally.... but they've yet to decide on the pay package i'd be gettin... DamN! Wat else to expect from them? Haiz.... but im still glad tt after being shorlisted i was selected for the post... kekeke... i feel tt this somehow is the starting point of my career even though i've actualli been workin for almost 4 years now.... kekek.... wateva it is, im glad tt its finally starting from somewhere....

Was kinda confused today.... actuali, im still confused.... applied for a job smetime back and haf been gettin a few calls askin me to go for interviews... rejected some n accepted some... but the call i received today somehow got me tinking.... actuali applied for a marketing post but was offered a customer service post instead... ofc was to be at bishan n they were willing to pay up to 2K.... job scope is kinda similar to wat im doin but my main responsibility was to answer to complains.... *siGhz*

Confused la.... on 1 hand the pays kinda attractive for a start but on the other hand it has always been my aim to go into marketing..... hmmm.... caught in a dilemma.... still wondering if i should turn down the first offer.... stupid thing is tt HR hasnt reverted to me abt my pay sia... alamak.... emailed to the manager n rec;d an auto-reply from her sayin tt she wldnt be in ifc until next mon.... alamak.... reali dunno sia... dun wanna waste my leave on tues oso... *siGhz* i guess i'll jus take MC on tt day if i decide to jus go for the interview n c how.... hmmm.... who noes i might not even get the job sia... hahah...

Life been gettin along well.... even though we've shifted ofc n i've gotta wake up at 5.20 every morning... still it seems like everythings goin on fine.... kekek... works fine, friends oso fine.... met up recently for lianhoon's bday n for the 1st time i finally heard my baby sing! kekek... nice.... sounds good to me... *MuAcKz*

Hmmm..... family oso doin ok.... papa's gonna be gettin a double promotion this yr... heee... seems like everything is gettin along ok so far... hope it continues this way for all of us.... my baby's great too.... went for another interview recently... hmm... hope he gets the job.... submitted a few resumes for him today.... hope we hear from some soon... wateva it is.... we're hopin for the best....

Wonder wat he's doin now... tink he shld be callin me smetime soon.... hope to be able to meet him tmw though.... heee.... oh ya.... its our anniversary again... kekek... HapPiE AnNiVeRsARy BaBY!!!! n he actuali forgot abt it cos he was so busy.... HmPf!!! Haf such excuse wan mehz.... guys! All the same la.... foreva fogetful.... -=pEnGz=-

kekek..... cant wait for next sat to come sia.... me goin for Beauty n the Beast.... hahah.... :) lookin forwards to it manz! hehe.... will be goin to the zoo at the end of this month before i start work at the new dept.... kekek... lookin forward to tt too.... heheh.... will be bringin wei wei with us on both outings too... hee.... he beta be obedient manz! Or else.... hahaha.... he'll noe this jiejie's true colors liaos... wahaha....