Hmmm.... Slpy...

Went to watch 50 First Dates and Dawn of the Dead on saturday... kekek.... reached home almost 4+ in the morning manz... kekek.... 50 First Dates was not too bad... kinda sweet n romantic... Cant imagine wat it's like for every single date to be like the first date.... Wow! Must be reali nice! Tink nice isnt the word but cant tink of a word to describe tt sort of feelin... hehe...

Imagine the kind of feelin and atmosphere u'll be goin thru sia... must be reali wonderful.... heee..... if onli the same thing would happen in reality... wouldn't mind feelin that way in a relationship manz! How often do couples get to go thru tt experience.... For many... after aperiod of time together, things would sort of remain the same n all.... to some extend it may even be stagnent... so wouldn't it be like a dream come true if your love life was filled with the same amount of love or maybe even more love each day but different events happen in it.... exciting man! kekek.....

Dawn of the Dead was a rather stupid show... there wasnt reali any explanation on how the whole thing started n all n the "best" part in the show hafin gone through all they had was that evyone contracted the disease and bcme the living dead... reali stupid la... wasted out time watching it... should haf watched a date with ted hamilton or smething like tt.... alamak cant remember the show title sia... kekek... By the time we left the cinema it was almost 4 and yet Cineleisure was still packed.... some of those smelt like they jus came from clubbin sia... kekek... i guess they must haf la... superb man these pple... not tired ah? Or is it jus me gettin old.... hahah.... wateva it is..... my weekend has ended n i'm into the 2nd day of another work week.... goodness!

Work the past 2 days has been.... boring... kekek.... tts cos i didnt haf much to do... sianz la... So bored.... dunno wat to do manz.... rather free oso... heheh.... tink i'll die of boredom! Tts the reason y im updating my blog.. kekek.... simply too free tt i cant tink of wat to surf.... haiz... any suggestions for any interesting website??? Heee..... let me noe ah... kekek... Anyway jus came back from lunch not too long ago n did a quiz which jymmie sent.... kekek... kinda interesting....

Eight Levels of Hell

Many and varied sinners suffer eternally in the multi-leveled Malebolge, an ampitheatre-shapped pit of despair Wholly of stone and of an iron colour: Those guilty of fraudulence and malice; the seducers and pimps, who are whipped by horned demons; the hypocrites, who struggle to walk in lead-lined cloaks; the barraters, who are ducked in boiling pitch by demons known as the Malebranche. The simonists, wedged into stone holes, and whose feet are licked by flames, kick and writhe desperately. The magicians, diviners, fortune tellers, and panderers are all here, as are the thieves. Some wallow in human excrement. Serpents writhe and wrap around men, sometimes fusing into each other. Bodies are torn apart. When you arrive, you will want to put your hands over your ears because of the lamentations of the sinners here, who are afflicted with scabs like leprosy, and lay sick on the ground, furiously scratching their skin off with their nails. Indeed, justice divine doth smite them with its hammer.

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

wAt a WeeK it'S bEen.....

Week passed kinda fast... had things to do in ofc on certain days so it wasnt all tt bad... but smetimes was bored to death... thank god i had icq connected... or i tink i reali would have died... hmm... stayed over at my baby's plc since fri n came home on sun... was great... celebrated zhizhi's bday on sat but smehow things didnt turn out they way i hope it would haf.... wasnt in the mood to celebrate much cos had smething on my mind.... had tt uneasy n unpleasant feelin as usual... haiz...

"Paisay ah zhizhi.... make up to u another time hor... thanks for understanding though... :)"

Had sme misunderstandin with my baby n it kept buggin me from b4 we left his plc to meet the others at east coast until the moment we came back. Didnt reali njoy myself much oso... come to tink of it i cant reali remember wat it was like tt day... it was like i was zombified n went thru tt few hours not knowing wat had happened n all... was totally not myself tt day....

Dun tink i'll wanna mention wat happened cos its kinda too personal... anyway wat i felt was nontheless horrible..... neva tot i'd feel tt way with my baby... *siGhz* Unexpected... hard to describe those feelin... tink it came as a shock for me at first as i cldnt comprehand wat i read... had to read it so many times... n when it finally sank in i was like devastated... not sure if tts the right word cos it sounds to harsh but i guess tt at tt moment tt was how i reali felt...

Had a mixture of feelin goin thru me throughout the whole time... many qns n all... didnt noe wat to tink or how to tink straight... didnt want to jump to any conclusions but smetimes its inevitable to..... i guess its natural instinct... but still i tried very hard not to let it affect my judgement and thoughts or else i tink i wld haf gone berzerk... Cant explain how i felt then but one thing i knew was tt i felt heartbroken n tt it was difficult for me to trust as much as i did.... although this isnt wat or how i wanted to feel but deep down tts how things are...

It'd be difficult to gain back tt trust i had n even believe... though i'll keep tellin myself i haf to... i noe tt somehow, unintentionally.... the qn of whether its true or not would come to me.... its so contradicting... on 1 hand i noe tt he isnt the sort but on the other i'm doubtful.... dunno how to explain things oso... *siGhz* tink the best is not to tink abt it n aft smetime things would jus fade... i jus hope tt the the same or even similar incidents wont occur again... or else when tt time comes i wouldnt noe wat the consequences would be...

In a way, im glad tt i had the talk with my baby. At least he noes how i felt n how i reacted to his explantions... i jus hope tt he'd remember wat was said n learn from it.... He can reali be forgetful at times..... M prayin tt the same incident wont happen again n tt he wont repeat the same mistake.... I wont noe wat the outcome would be or how i'd feel if it did...

Cant take another blow to my heart n feelins tt i've given him.... Dun tink i'm prepared to go thru it all over again... It'd be worse of this time... This i noe for sure.... It's like we've come a long way n i wouldnt want anything to jeoperdise the our relationship. I hope he feels the same way too..... Wateva it is we'll move on from here n see where things brings us to.... Been happy with him since day 1 n i serious hope tt this would continue thruout.....

Long weekend...

Wow! So shiok... njoyed the long weekend but its sad tt its come to an end man! Was so happy tt Friday was a PH even though i had to go to church in the morning... but tt was nothing... didnt mind hafin to go to church as compared to hafing to go back to work! Damn....

Hmm.... Went to watch "HellBoy" on friday n it was nice... reali entertainin... kekek... so cute... actuali wanted to watch Passion of Christ but was hoping to watch the Gospel of John 1st since i heard tt it wld be beta.... hmmm... but cineleisure wasnt showin it on fri... stupiak sia... anyway went home aft the show since we had to get up earli as he was comin to fetch me ard 10 or so... kekeke.... spent the whole of sat with him.... kekek... went for breakfast at mac den went to fetch his mum n den went to get groceries n den back to his plc... heheh.... n yes his 2 adorable but noisy n mischievous nephews were at his place.... HeLp~~~ kekekek.....

Actuali it was more like spending the whole of sat n even the earli hours of sunday with my baby since me onli reached home at 5.30 in the mornin... kinda tired now oso since didnt haf much slp today... but didnt haf time for a nap... hmm.... cldnt get to slp la... jus the tot of goin back to work onli brings my mood way down manz... damn... somemore broke... piangz....

Haven spoken much to my baby today... hmm.... miss him alot manz... *siGhz* Wonder when i'll be able to meet him again.... always dread the weekdays since i dunno when i'll get to see him.... heheh.... gonna be stayin over at his plc this fri n thru the weekend... heheh... lookin forward to bein able to see him n be with him... cant help but feel contended even though its jus being with him at his home n hafin nothing to do....

Zhi's gonna be celebratin her bday this sat so its gonna be kinda pack.... goin to town aft wk tmw to get her cake with ro den to meet her since she wanted to get smething... hmm.... den on fri we'll be gettin her present since roro n myself will be hafin an outing with the team n my ex sup n boss.... hope tt with all these in line the days this week will fly through quick man! Starting to countdown to fri oredi.... hahah....

...:: Farewell Lunch ::...

Been quite awhile since i updated... kekek... not tt i've been extremely busy or wat la jus didnt haf the time to... hee... My Stay at The Stamford was reali Fa-Bu-Los! Kekek... scenary was wow! Kekek... room was oso shi0k.... bed was like BiG! Hahah... to sum it all up... it was simply unforgetable... Wonder when i'll get to stay there again... hee...

Anyway we had lunch with the team today since it was Chitra's last day... kekek... been a long time since we went for lunch but not all came... hmm... as long as the main pple were ard it was ok la..... the others were like extras... kekeke... but then we werent able to be ourselves esp since it was the last day the 5 of us were gonna haf lunch... *sob* in 2 weeks time, it'll be roro's turn to leave oso... Alamak! *siGhz* onli left Jymmie Anja n myself... piangz! So lonely manz... imagine if both of them not ard... aiyoz... will be left alone liaos...

Hmm... had lunch at Long John's n they treated both Chitra n myself... Aww.... thanks lehz... so nice of them... hee... even though i noe we were all broke... kekek.... was so full man... den smething happened n i was like wahaha.... last act for Chitra to remember ah? kekek... As usual, our Ms. Lee had an accident with the cup of Coke... kekek... spilled the whole thing on her jeans sia... n to make things worse it even stained onto the back part of her jeans... kekekek.... this ger ah reali clumsy man.... the other time was the chilli sauce but tt was cos of Anja but this time it was her own doing... so sway sia! Smemore goin town tomeet zhi n sharon aft wk today! Kekek...

As always, me kena drag to the toilet by her to help her wash her jeans lor... kekeke... lucky thing no stains or wat manz or else i c how she go town! hehehe.... n guess wat they bought for me for my farewell gift!? Kakak... They bought my fav foreva frenz alpha bears n formed my name with it! Hahah.... YippY! Always wanted to get those bears but kinda ex n cant find all alphabetes sia! Hehehe.... but now i haf them thanks to them! Heheh.... Love it alot sia! Hee... n we bought for Chitra a Swatch watch! Kekeke.... Looks nice man... Hee... :) N she loves it... tt matters most la... Hee... Sure m gonna miss her.... Things wouldnt be the same next week liaos... But wish her all the best la....

Finally! It's Friday!

Yes!!! Its finally friday! Been waiting for this day to come for so many reasons sia! Kekeke.... Most imptly is tt it's the end of the work week n i wont have to torture myself in ofc doin nothing n not knowing how to pass my time! The past 4 days has been a torture for me.... Not knowing wat to do at work the minute i come to the minute i go home... Goodness! Life has been miserable sia... but things have sort of picked up since yesterday... been assigned smethings to do... Erm... Tink actuali it shld be a few things to do at least it kept me busy for at least half the day... hehe... beats hafin nothing to do the whole day la! kekek...

Anyway... the other reason y i was lookin forward to today was bcos i was gonna stay over at my baby's plc tonite... kekek... meeting him at hs plc aft wk... den after bathing we'll be goin to town... yippy.... got lots of things to do.... collect things... go to informatics to check out the courses... den Ta DA!!!! It'll be my baby's bday! Haaaa....



Planned for his bday since last month sia... kekek... wat to do... where to go... wat to buy... kekek.... crack my brains until can explode manz... hehe... gonna stay at Swissotel The Stamford on saturday den hafin high tea at Equinox... wakak.... interesting manz! Cant wait... heheh... thanks god there's this short get-away for me to look forward to manz! Or else i tink i'll jus rot and die here manz.... hehehe.....

Life has been miserable....

Transferred to a new dept
Newbie in the dept
Nervous... Scared... Lonely...
Lost... Stranger in a new environment...
Miserable... Damn...
Was anxious to come over but noe tt im here.... *siGhz*
Evything's new n all... Things to learn n all but no one to guide
No direction... argh... how long will this take?
Pple here aren't as friendly, warm n all as compared to my previous team...
Miss them SO much manz!
Wonder how long this situation will last... was tellin my buddies how i felt n all n they were sayin its jus the 1st week....
Hmmm.... hope so lor.. dun wanna feel this miserable n lost evyday... n smemore haf to tink how to pass time in ofc...