....:: Wat A Meeting ::....

Met my darlin for dinner at Swenson's yesterday... called when i was still in ofc n said tt he's oredi reached Toa Payoh... n i was like wat? So early? It's not even 6 yet lehz... But he was like nvm la... i walk ard n wait for u lor... Heee... Believe it or not i actuali took the bus to meet him! Kekeke... so proud of myself... Hee... was tinking to myself n went like eh i've neva taken 73 from the bus-stop at my workplace at all... Kinda lookin forward to c where the bus would pass along the way... heee... Stupiak sia... after a few min of goin thru the HDB estate i was like goodness the bus is like goin to turn into Sgoon Gdns lor! Was msgin Roro at tt time so told her tt we cld take 73 there instead of hafin to walk all the way in to take 315. Stupid sia! Been here for almost a yr or so liao n it didnt come across out minds tt we cld take 73 there esp when i knew tt there was 73 at the gdns bus-stop! Hahah....

Reached Toa Payoh interchange only abt 7 if i recall correctly... Oops~~ My poor Dear waited so long oredi... Sorrie Baby... Hee.... was like callin to ask him where he was n he was like askin me y i was walkin away so fast? For a min i was like Huh?! Where r u? Den he was like y u walkin towards the counter or smething like tt... cldnt quite hear wat he said cos it was kinda noisy... n i was like eh how he noe where i was walkin to unless he's behind me.... Hmmmm... stupiak guy was walkin a distance behind me all the while n yet didnt say anything abt it... Anyway we walked out of the area n i was like busily lookin at stuffs... the area was like so pack lor... was like askin him if he knew where Swenson's was at n he was like err... dunno... n i was like den u followin me onli ah? kekek... den if i anyhow walk ard den u oso follow is it? N he was like ualor follow u ard lor.. kekek... crazy fella...

Reached Swenson's n got a seat... alamak the guy who brought us in was like so bapok to the core manz! Cannot tahan... the way he talked n walked n evything abt him was like so eeky sia... too extreme oredi... wakaka... was like tellin garry tt tt guy tinks tt he's modellin on stage n doin the cat-walk all ard the area... haha.... the whole floorspace in Swenson's was his personal stage... ahahah.... Anyway ordered our food n was like talkin to him... hmm... he ate super fast sia or was i super slow? Anyway he must haf been real hungry b4 he was done eating... kakak... but once he was done he said he was so full... hee... me oso sia... cldnt finish my seafood pasta... *yUm YuM* heee.... made him drink half of my Lime Freeze oso! Hehehe.... cldnt finish it manz... sat ard n was like talkin for awhile longer den decided to leave the place....

Was like lookin at the log cakes n he was like eh u see the banana.... i was like huh? wat banana? n he pointed to this chocoloate looking thing tt looked like a banana which had crumbs at the tip of it... i was like wahlauz so disfigured lookin... kekek... n i was like wah if roro see she sure dunno will say wat n i was like heheh.... looks like a dick with kor li cai huay! Hahaha.... cannot tahan manz... looks reali obscene n diseased looking! Alamak.. feel kinda sick talkin abt it...

Walked ard Central n he was like im lost liaos n i was like Huh? Sure or not? N he was like yeah dunno where i m now lehz... kekeke... aiyoz... tis guy ah... tot i was bad but he's like worse... kekek... but alrite la... if he was goin to leave me anywhere ard his area i wld also be in the same state... in total lost sia... kekeke... Didnt haf anywhere else to go n the shops were like closing... was still kinda earli n didnt noe where to go so i jus casually said den let's go to ponggol park n den later u can accompany me walk back home... wakaka.... he was like ok lor... n for a moment i was like Huh?! Serious? U Sure or not? Hehehe.... in the end, we did jus tt... kekek...

Almost walked the whole of ponggol park n he was like Dear we reaching where we first started from soon.... n i was like yalor... y dun we u-turn back so we dun haf to walk another round to where the track is.... kekek... walk n walk n walk... looked at his watch n he was like eh u noe we've been walkin for like almost an hr oredi lehz... i was like wahlauz.. is it? No wonder my legs achin oredi... kekeke.... He was like yalor u oso noe aching ah? hehe... he was like behavin like a baby den... Kept whinnin on n on abt his achin legs n tt he didnt wanna walk anymore... hahaha... Big Baby sia~~~

Was like sayin how long more do we have to walk n i was like erm... jus need to cross the junction in front the continue walkin along the path then we'll reach my place liaos... n he was like ok... hehe... finally reached my area n was like looking for sme place to seat... but goodness there wasnt anywhere where we cld seat at manz! Wahlauz eh! Walked the pass many blocks but there was simply no seat lor... Aiyoz... can die... the whole area was like vacant lor... *siGhz* Wanna faint oredi... until we finally spotted a place to seat... YiPPy!!! Kekeke... so shack n Hot manz... Rec'd a msg from my mum awhile later n she was like beta not be back too late since tmw's another wkin day. furthermore he's staying at the other end of spore n i was like yeah i noe... will be back soon... kekeke... Oops~ Looked at the time n it was like almost midnite liaos... Aiyoz... Stayed awhile longer before we got up to walk back home...

Hmm.... darlin was kinda quiet n all so i asked him if he was ok n he said ya... den asked him y he looks so stressed up n he said tt he was... Alamak... Asked him y n he said cos now yr parents noe abt me n tt u're goin out with me mahz... so if we go home too late wait theu haf a bad impression of me... n i was like aiyoz darlin dun be silly... at least they noe who i'm with n wont be tt worried mahz... den he was like Hmmm.... *siGhz* Walked home with me n all before he took a cab back.... Max started barkin when he saw Garry n i was like oh shit... kekek... told him to msg me when he got him n all.... was on my way up when my mum msged me n said not to latch the door since Van wasnt back yet.... had stock-take n may not be comin home... i was like oh ok... n she was like y did max bark n i was like oh cos he saw Garry lor... n she was like oic n told me to slp earli... Heee...

Was like msgin him n told him not to be so worried n stressed but he said he was n i was like wat else r u worried n stressed abt? n he was like worried tt yr parents will disallow us being together lor... Hmm... silly guy... y wld they disallow? Aiyoz... dunno wat to say to him to make him tink otherwise oso.... Hmm.... told him tt he wasnt the onli one who felt this way... at least for his case my parents n frenz knew abt his existance... told him not too tink too much abt it anymore.... Anyway talked to him on the phone after he reached home n aft awhile our frenz actuali dozed off... Hee... must haf been reali tired after the walkin n all... kekeke... Poor Darlin~~~

Hmmm.... cldnt reali wake up today cos slpt reali late... however, was like woken up by YH... den My Darlin slightly later.... kekek... talked to him for awhile n mentioned abt certain stuffs n was kinda disappointed aft tt... tink disappointed maybe a little too strong a word but dunno wat other word to describe how i felt oso... anyway mummy came into my room n i was still lazin on bed with my eyes closed n she was like wake up oredi... u're gonna be late if u dun... yada yada yada.... din reali hear much of wat she said until she said here's the Y bears u wanted n immediately me sat up n was like U managed to get it ah?!!! n she was like ya jus went to opp to c if the stocks arrived or not n the manager reserved it under my name. Wahaha..... YiPpY!!!! Me finally got the "Y" Alphabears liaos... kekeke.... msged zhizhi n told her n she called back almost immediately n said yr mum bought for me oso? n I was like DuH!! Of cos la... kekeke.... meetin her tmw to pass her hers n take mine from her... hee....

M so blardy bored in ofc now... mails superly low n we've all hit our mark which we decided upon... kekek... left sme for tmw or we'll reali rot to death.... goodness... im abt to finish updating my entry for today oredi... wat m i gonna do after lunch den? Aiyoz.... Someone pls save US.... We're all gonna die n rot from boredom very very soon.... Hmmm... mummy jus called me n asked if i was goin home for dinner tonite n i was like yup... den she was like eh last nite Garry sent u home until our doorstep? n i was like yalor.... Hehe... den she was like o0o0o.... previously Chris didnt... onli until the carpark but this time tis one send u home until the main door to make sure u reali reach home safe n sound before goin back ah? Kekek.... dunno wat she's emphasising on oso but anyway she still sounded quite pleased abt it... kekeke.... didnt even mention abt me comin back late n all... hahaha... la la la la la la la la la.......

DaY oF ReVeLaTiOn

Went home feelin kinda happy yesterday... howeva, i jus had tt weird feelin inside me... dunno y oso... it's tt sort of feelin u get when u noe smethings gonna happen but u simply dunno wat... actuali the idea of tellin my mum abt Garry had been on my mind for awhile oredi... tink it was since the nite when i was talkin to him n askin him if how he felt if i didnt tell my parents abt us being together n all.. dunno wat got into me since then... maybe his response n how he sounded n all but it just got me tinking... anyway i felt tt it was beta if i told her abt him... made up my mind on the way back home to tell her abt him... but tts provided my dad's not home yet la... kekek... thank god he wasnt... mummy seemed to be in a rather good mood yesterday oso.... haha... so grabbed the opportunity to tell her...

Was hangin ard in the kitchen which is smething i seldom do if it can be help.... was like figurin out how i shld start tellin her when she asked me if i was gonna be havin dinner today... hahaha..... tink she read my mind.... anyway i said nope n tt i was goin out for dinner... god noes wat made her say the next sentence cos she hardly does.... normally she wld be naggin abt me goin out n spendin money n all... anyway she was like so who u goin for dinner with? Meetin yr fren or BF for dinner is it? She had to emphasise on the word Bf lor.... piangz eh... k lor since she started den i shall continue... hahah... i was like ya meeting my bf for dinner tmw nite... wahaha... tt sort of like shut her up sia...

There was complete silence for the next whole minute while i was lookin at her... heheh... den i was like eh no qns to ask me ah? wakaka.... tt started the ball rollin... at first she was like onli askin this n tt... den paused for a long time den i was like eh tts all u're gonna ask? U sure or not? I'm very sure u haf loads more of qn to ask lehz... dun pretend pretend to keep quiet but inside u itching to ask me alot more lehz... i noe u too well oredi... this cant be all... hahaha.... tt got her laffin... WaHsAy! Not onli laffin sia but it was the start of her qns.....

As i guessed it, her 1st qn was is he catholic? Alamak... seriously lor i dun get wats the problem with me hafin a non-catholic bf... Alamak... i mean wats the fuss n all? Cannot tahan sia... evytime when it comes to this topic onli ah i sure TL like siao... cannot understand them manz... hmmm... wats the big deal lehz? its not as if im gonna be marryin his religion or wat oso... aiyoz... wateva la... on n on she went n she was like we're not like yr makko n kuku u noe... allow jasmine to get married to kailun jus by following the traditional chinese weddin. If n shld u end up marryin a non-catholic yr weddin had beta be held in church... GoOdNeSS!!! Here i m tellin her abt Garry there she is talkin abt marriage.. i was like alamak mummy pls la... u tink until so far for wat? So drama lehz! Aiyoz... cannot tahan her man... tink she watched too many drama serials n bollywood film oredi... hahah....

Anyway her other qns all came as expected... went thru this session once before with her n now again so sort of expected evything liaos... the onli 1 qn she asked me which i wasnt n neva expected it coming from her was Is He Married? Piangz eh... for a min i was like snooked sia! Hahah... i was like Huh?!~ wat did u jus ask me? Is her married? Dunno whether i wanted to laff or wat sia... i was like pls la.. u tink i wld be goin out with a married man mehz? Sorrie ah tts not my cup of tea hor... y? jus cos u recently noe of such things happening u tink i oso the same mehz? Alamak... die die oso i wont sia... Ha! Smetimes reali dunno wat my mum's tinking oso...

Talked abt being in a relationship n all den my Darlin msged me n asked wat i was doin... told him tt i was talkin to my mum n he asked wat abt so i said U lor... n he was like Oh ok... Call me when u finish lor.... kekeke... God noes y but mummy brought up the topic abt Chris... n i was like Ha dun talk abt tt FuckEr la... den she was like wat happened tis time... i was like u noe y we broke up? n she wa like cos of his career lor... told her tt it was partly the reason n aft a yr i finally told her the actual reason y we broke up... He jus wasnt worth my time, effort, love n evything lor... anyway was very frank n open with her n told her abt wat happened n also told her abt wat happened btw chris myself n XXXX.... hmmm... came as a surprise for her... but wateva it was glad tt its all over... Cant help but tink n feel tt last nite was sort of reali the official finale of tt particular episode n chapter of my life in conjunction with a new one tt has recently started.... hee...

Continued talkin to her for awhile before we ended the conversation n she was like wateva it is... jus noe wat u're gettin into n noe wat u're doin... whether he's serious or not i believe u're sensible n matured enaf to noe.... i was like ya ya i noe... dun worry la... ur daughter's not tt naive n all ok... u guys taught me well... im the chip off the old block... wateva i m its bcos of both of u so u can an la.... *pHeW!* The End.... but confirm she'll tell papa abt it later tonite.... she always does.... cant deny nor hide tt fr us la... we noe her too well... she simply cant keep anything to herself wan... hehehe... Tts my mummy! Always informing n updating my dad abt us... so it doesnt make a diff if he's home or not cos he still noes.

Anyway called my darlin n he sounded so slpy... i was like u wanna go slp or not? n he was like hehehe... actuali i jus woke up! YALOR! U Winner la... tot u watchin tv or wat but no... actuali went to slp... kekeke... slpy-head... hehehe... discussed abt where to meet n all... alamak... can die sia... reali had to like tink so hard... i cant recall tinkin abt anything this hard manz... haiz... got interrupted by a call from zhizhi n she was sayin she went to all the ulu mac donald's n the alphabears oso sold out oredi... DAMN Sia!!! ArGh! Fed-Up manz... I need my Y!!!! Argh.... Told her i as talkin to Garry n she was like oh ok lor... call u another time... let me noe if u manage to get any Y hor... n i was like of cos....

Continued talkin to him n finally we decided the time n plc... hmm.... actuali smething happened b4 tis n it sort of affected my mood... *siGhz* he knew it oso but i didnt want to talk abt it... came to work today n told roro abt it n i was like....

U noe ah last nite aft i told my mum den i called him n talked to him den as we were talkin den zhizhi called my hp a few times cos of the bears... den we started talkin abt zhi n abt sat when we went out together den for no reason he kept on sniggerin n all to himself u noe.. den i was like askin him wats so funny n all... den he said no nothing la jus tot abt tt day lor so funny... den i ask him y lehz? den he was like oh cos zhizhi tis zhizhi tt... wahlauz eh dunno y me suddenly mood change manz.... Hmpf...

Roro was like ermm.. mayb coz zhi tok non stop that day.. tats y he will tok bout her mah... heehee, me understand how u feel and y yr mood will suddenly chg... dont anyhow tink oki....:)

When i read wat she said i was like kekek.... yalor tts wat he said oso... he said she so funny n den ask if she same age as us n all i was like ya same y lehz? den he was like oh nothing la... den say she dun behave n sound like us even though same age n all... wahlanz eh... my blood pressure shot up sia.... kekeke... beh tahan u noe... wahlauz dunno how come suddenly feel damn suan manz... argh! :s *HmPf* how u noe i anyhow tink... kekeke... :P of cos u will noe la... u kpo n too clever for yr own good mahz... heheh... n oso cos u went thru the same thing tt time when u were with kel rite? kekeke... cham sia....

She was like sigh.. kekekke. its like becoz of wat happen last time, u will become more senstive when yr boy boy tok bout zhi.. course u will try to feel/see whether there is something wrong with him or does he treat her better than the others or look at her more often.. so in this way, u become beri senstive and jealous when it comes to zhi.. me understand and its natural to feel tis way olso... we are all girls mah, so we noe lor.. u noe lah, sometimes zhi olso like to act cute...kekekeke.. so sometimes cannot tahan her olso...hehehehe

hehehe, that time me tot kelvin like tiff coz he always tok to her and treat her quite nice, so me olso become more senstive.. then u noe lah, tiff quite pretty and alot of guys like her.....kekekekek... then even best, when he c tiff last time, he always smile at her.. even more friendly towards her than u guys leh...heheheheh:P

I was like kekeke.... yalor... tts the thing la... actuali me quite ok with this kind of thing wan lor.... i very open n wont mind wan la... but ever since wat happened den its a diff story now... kekek.. sickening sia...

Roro was like goin hehehe... slowly lah, all these feelins takes time to go away... when u more stable w him, than u wont feel so insecure... kekeke....

Hmmm.... hope so lor... Was busy emailin jymmie oso cos he was askin wat happened... hahaha.... jialatz sia... was tellin him wat happened n all n he was givin me advice n the usual stuffs... kekek... evything oso can tell Jymmie... he'll noe wat to say... wakaka.... anyway he said he heard tt Garry was quiet n i was like erm... kind of la but i tink shld be ok la still can click wan lor... hee... jymmie was like later after fasting mth, we can go out together ok? n i was like ok ok... kekek... den he was like btw, forgot to ask u..is Garry a smoker ? hehehe...at least have kaki mah..if not also better lah..smoking is bad for health anyway :P

Look whose talkin sia... kekeke.... we'll see how things goes la... me rarely smoke nowadays oso.... Hahah.... Hmmm..... YH called me twice last nite but was reluctant to answer his call. Was talkin to my darlin at tt time n he wasnt happy n didnt want me to anyway... *siGh* Called me again tis morning n asked how come off late i dun ans his calls at nite n all n i was like err... slpin lor... feel bad but i seriously dunno wat else to say or how to tell him lehz... said he's been very busy n all in ofc n tt he hasnt got the time to setup his comp at home since he reformatted the thing so hasnt been reading my blog... tt explains evything lor... Hmm.... i oso dunno sia... in a dilemma... aiya dun wanna tink too much abt it... i guess in time he'll noe lor... shld sense smething oredi esp since i rarely msg or call him unlike before.... believe he'll understand n move on oso... from the things we talked n shared prevously, i noe he wld be able to.... hope he'll find tt smeone special in time.....

Hmmm..... tink i'll stop n start readin my book liaos... so bored sia... nothing to do since jus now.... my darlin chitra feelin hungry liaos... hehe... shall accompany her down to get smething first... kekeke.... Meetin my Darlin later at 6 plus.... YiPpY! Finally can see him again... Miss him sia.... *siGhz* like so long since i last met him on sat...

AiYoz.... HeAdAcHe aH.....

Hmmm.... day passed kinda ok... m bored to death now... was at home n decided to submit my application for the EO post opening that they had overt CRM... Didnt want to at first but dunno wat got into me... hmm... anway brought my certs to ofc n all... kekek... was busy photostating evything n was like submiting my results n all online... went to c meiling n faxed my application to HR... *pHeW* was almost 10+ when i actuali started doin emails... kekek... slack manz... :P but wat the heck la.. no mood to work today sia... Hmmm... dunno wat's buggin my darlin... called me earli this morning n oredi he was whinning abt being bored n had no mood to work... so unlike him lehz... asked him wats wrong but he said nothing... *SiGhz* I oso dunno wats wrong... since he said nothing den so be it lor... believe he wld tell me if there's reali smething buggin him...

Hee... anyway was like bz msgin him oso... hmm... cant decide when to meet him lehz... tmw or wed? Alamak... headache la... was supposed to go c Wishin Stairs but it wont be out until thur... sianz oredi since no other nice show to watch... anyway the pig decided tt he wanted to go Swenson's for dinner since it's been a long time since he ate there... clever sia! Ask me to decide where i wanna go or do aft tt cos according to him, he's decided where to eat... *PeNgz* like tt oso can mehz? Hmmm.... its bcos he wanted to eat tt tts y he so fast mahz... or else he surely take a long time to decide oso la... HnG!! Cheater U... Kakaka....

Still cant decide wat to do or when to meet... haiz... c how la tonite when we talk... ekeke... me power sia today... did like onli 5 emails den went for lunch... came back up ard 2 den by 3plus me did 30 mails liao.... woah!!~~ kekeke... super-duper fast manz... kekeke... but now regret liaos cos nothing to do... haiz... bored to death... Hmm... msg my darlin but he no response lehz... busy? or didnt receive my msg? Stupiakz! *SiGhz* Wateva la... shall continue rottin lor...

Checked my many email accounts n came across this Care Bear Quiz... took the quiz since i had nothing to do... kakaka... me Tender Heart Bear sia... hehehe..... hmmm.... tender heart... Hahaha....

	Tenderheart Bear You are thinker, organizer, peacekeeper, and leader all in one. You have a power to command attention and people listen to you. However, you are often so concerned about not hurting others' feelings that you don't tell them what they need to hear and this gets you both into trouble. But you always have loyal friends to help you out.
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Hmmm.... was talkin to Roro n Chitra earlier today.... roro today extremely bad mood sia... hmmm... eyes looks swollen n face like no expression lehz... looked like she has been cryin... hmmm... dunno wat happened oso... asked her if anything happened n she said no... say she didnt meet kel on sun den he went out with his frenz... Hmmm... dunno wat tt sucker is doin sia... cannot comprehend his actions... anyway y bother tryin even... waste my time.... Roro dun angry hor... Anyway we were like sayin.... Oh! OH! YiPPy!!! My Darlin call me............ Kakak...

Erm.... Still cant decide when to meet him lehz... Anyway m tellin him tt we might be goin clubbin on sat n ask if he wants to go or not n he was like where? N i said most prob to SOS lor... kekek...alamak.. cannot concentrate liaos lehz... shall update again tmw... kekek... need to talk to my Darlin liaos... Heee...

~~~ I Miss U Darling ~~~

Was in ofc until i tink 9pm on fri... started talkin to Roro aft we did our stuffs... kekek... both of us were like sayin tt we were extremely bored n wat a way it was to spend a fri at home... so sianz sia... but LL both of us too broke to go out n spend money liaos... aiyoz... when's payday siaz? Haiz... another long week more ah.... hmpf~ started talkin abt stuffs n all... my darlin always like to say tt we're more of like gossiping n not talkin... HnG!

Anyway was talkin to roro abt stuffs den talked abt kel n herself n wat she wans n all.... Hmmm... glad she tot things thru but tink u shld tink more lor roro... if possible its beta not to let it drag on too long... u noe i noe evyone noes wat its gonna be like lor... whether it happens now or later... We all noe the result at the end would be the same lor... Tink abt wat we all said ya... Decide for yrself wat u wan la... tts most impt... we can say wat we wan but ultimately its yr call... we'll be there behind u all the way wateva it is....

She den started sayin me actuali haf something to tell u but dunno how to say it lehz... i was like aiyoz jus say it lor its ok wan... wat u haf on yr mind? Den she was like erm... no la jus wan to say tt now tt u r in a relatioship, u haf to noe how to reali spilt yr time btw yr boyboy, frenz n family lor... when its time for yr boyboy n u to be together den make sure its onli jus the both of u lor... yada yada yada.... u noe wat im tryin to say or not? Yes i do noe wat u mean my dear... in fact i knew wat u wanted to say when u hesitated n den said the 1st sentence....

Dun worry... once bitten a lesson learnt.... will not eva repeat the same mistake i did the last time.... noe wat u meant n who u were referring to....mayb not so much so as in smeone in particular but i do noe la... u noe i noe those tt noe abt it can liaos... dunno wat got into me but i actuali cried sia! kekeke... Roro was like worried for a min cos she cldnt comprehend y i jus suddenly started to cry the moment she said wat she did.... hmmm.... dun worry la i've gotten over wat happened oredi... jus tt during tt moment, dunno wat got into me n i jus felt very suan n all lor... mayb like wat u said lor... memory flashbacks n i sort of had the blues again... kekek.... m ok oredi... thanks ya...

Jus as we were talkin my darlin called me n asked if i wanted to meet him or not... hmm... kinda late oredi wor so told him dun wan... n he was like ok lor... since u dun wan meet me den i go out with my frenz ok? kekeke.... ok lor... can say no mehz? hee... n he was like of cos can la... u dun wan me go den i wont lor... hmmm... anyway he went to meet his frenz n was like talkin to me on his HP during the journey there... kena suan by his frenz lor... kekek.... hmpf i believe he ended up drinkin quite abit... Darlin~~ Dun forget wat u promised me before hor....

Woke up abt 9+ on sat.... extremely earli sia... dunno y but me jus cldnt slp.... hmmm... actuali woke up almost every other hour.... jus cldnt slp soundly... each time takin my hp to see if my darlin msged me or not... he didnt in any case.... his last msg was to wake him up when i woke up... k lor... so called him... kekek... :P kinda chek ark but.... dun care... Miss talkin to him... didnt get to talk to him b4 i slpt last nite..... Tt fella answered the call almost immediately... kekek... asked him y he didnt msg me n all n he said cos u told me u goin to slp mahz so didnt wanna wake u up... noe u surely will wake up once u hear yr hp beep... kekek... dun care... still wan u to msg me... How wld i noe if u're back home safely or not?

Anyway talked to him for awhile den went to do our own stuffs.... Meet up with roro n kel in the train den went to Orchard MRT to meet my darlin... kekeke... so happy to meet him again..... aiyoz... like ages since we last met lehz... *siGhz* Went to collect his jeans at Taka n all... tried it on n it was ok... kekeke... Was like talkin to roro since it was the 1st time she saw him up close n personal... wakaka... she was like he's ok la... not too bad... kekek... hengz.... hope so lor... but still find him abit beng lookin lehz... Oops~~~ Sure gonna kill me when he sees this... hmm... wonder if its bcos of the hair... wateva la...

We were all so hungry cos we had not eaten anything for the whole day but still we waited for zhi to come at 6 b4 goin for dinner... kekek... was oso zhi's 1st time seein him... hmmm... didnt haf much to say la... onli got to gossip in the toilet... hahah... anyway we were like walkin ard n she was always the last to leave every shop... aiyoz tt woman almost got angry cos we went out without tellin her... Hee... was like walkin ard n garry was like Dear Dear u not buyin anything today? kekek... so bad... dunno whether he askin on purpose or wat sia... Hng!~

Was so nice of him to carry my bag almost the whole day... heavy sia with his jeans n zhi's uniform in it... his back n shoulders must haf ached like siao... Talkin abt aching... my toes were aching cos they were prone to pple either steppin on them or brushing their shoe soles pass it... My Darlin was one of the culprits wor! Hmmm... poor toes... noe he didnt do it on purpose but there was tt one time where i almost cried cos it was jus so painful sia... was angry with him for awhile n he said he knew it... *siGhz* Sorrie Darlin... Noe it wasnt yr fault n u didnt do it on purpose lor but reali was agitated at tt point of time lor... But u noe la... me can neva stay angry with u for long... It's always been like tis...

Went to watch Matrix Revolution at 9+ den met up with Sharon aft the show... Show was ok onli... wasnt tt fantastic or wat la... me wanna go watch Lord of the Rings.... Kekek... I noe la... roro must haf purposely msged sharon n told her abt garry n all tts y she waited for us lor... Poor her... sat on the railings outside Cineleisure for an hour waiting for us sia... kekeke... anyway went to Mos Burger n sat there... Hmmm... was like bz talkin to Garry n Zhi was talkin to Lynn... Roro n Sharon was like talkin oso la but me dunno abt wat cos wasnt payin any attention to wat they were all sayin most of the time... kekek... too preoccupied oredi... heheh.... Hmmm.... was kinda weird cos Kel was like so quiet n diff today compared to the other times when we went out... evyone sensed it oso... was totally diff... dunno wats wrong with him oso... like haf lots of tots in his mind... Hmmm.... Garry oso commented the same thing..... said he didnt noe wat to talk to him abt.... *siGhz*

Time passed so fast sia... left the plc abt 2+ *SiGhz* Actuali didnt wanna go back yet wor... but since me sharing cab with zhi n she was tired so left lor..... Hmmm.... Was like alamak... how come goin back oredi... Dunno when i'll be meetin my darlin again... Was talkin to roro abt it on fri n said tt it's kinda weird this time compared to my last relatioship lor... its like i dunno when i'll get to meet garry n all.... We neva talk abt tis nor like say when we'll be meetin n stuffs like tt... Its unlike last time when i knew when i'd be meetin up or goin out lor... Hmm... wat to do? Bo pianz lor...

Went home n talked to Garry again b4 slpin.... made me go to slp cos i had to be up earli to go to church... Sunday passed like every other sundays... went to church den out for lunch be goin to Mt Vernon n CCK Colomborium AGAIN... Haiz... was almost 3+ when i got home... shack sia... was msgin Garry on my way there n back... asked if i wanted to meet but in the end we didnt.... Talked to my Darlin when i got home... kekek... was chgin his bedsheets wor.. hee... talked for awhile b4 he made me go take a nap again... kekeke... anyway time passed n here i m updating my blog... gettin to use the comp finally aft my sis.... actuali tot of updatin it tmw but tot otherwise lor... Haf to cut short n end liaos... Jialatz... supposed to call my darlin at 10.30 but its oredi 11.05pm... He's jus msged me not too long ago oredi..... Oops!~~ Bao Bei.... Me lai liaos.... Heeee.....

~*~*~*~ 7th Heaven ~*~*~*~

Been kinda occupied with stuffs the whole of this week... lots of things have been happening which has affected my life one way or the other... Haf mixed feelins abt it not bcos i regretted tt wat happened happened on tues... M actuali glad... exhilarated that it happened... Hee... though few days have passed it still seems unbelievable to me. It's like evything suddenly happened at a blink of an eye n after tt sudden gush of wind, evything's changed... the present and future jus seemed to haf shifted n suddenly evything seems to be like smooth-sailing n gettin on rite n jus abt the way u want it to be... Tt smile on my face is like permanently fixed there n like wat jymo teased me tt glow brightening up my face.... Kekek... Fwahsay! Tink me becoming like Shakespear sia... hahaha...

There's so many things to talk abt n evything is being squeezed into this small compartment which is startin to overflow with thoughts, feelings, happiness.... Actuali dunno where to start... Hmmm... The turn of events actuali started on mon nite jus when i was abt to slp... as usual, was bz msgin on my hp n the last msg rec'd was "R u free to meet me for dinner either tmw or wed?" Didnt noe how to reply to that so decided tt i'd jus go slp n tink abt it the next day if this qn shld ever pop up again... Anyway, it did.... n tt's how i ended up meetin Garry for dinner on tues nite...

It was "D' Nite" tt started to change my life.... Came to pick me up at work (had to wait for 50min since our fren was so hiao n had to go home to take a bath first! But it was ok la... kekek... he smelt of CoolWater which was 1 of my fav scent... I jus melted... ) Kekeke.... had to msg roro n anja to tell them... Oh Ya! Anja was the one who kept pushin me to meet up with Garry for dinner... kakak... Roro wasnt in ofc tt day so me told her abt it n she called me the moment she read my msg aft wakin up... was shocked, surprised n happy at the same time... kekeke... goodness u shld haf seen how gan chiong these pple were... even jymmie was like is it? Good la... Finally... Heee....

We den headed for dinner at Fisherman Village... waited kinda long for the lady to hand the menu over to us n ended up orderin Butter Prawns, Calamari, Kang Kong n Osterich Meat in Black Pepper sauce... kekeke... goodness... the portion was jus not much lor... almost fainted when i saw the amt of food placed in front of me... kekek... this fella still asked if it was enaf or not! Piangz... in the end there was simply too much left-over! Kekeke... had sme difficulty with the prawn since they only brought chopsticks over... Aiyoz... me beh hiao use chopsticks to peel prawns lehz... Hee... Garry offered to peel them for me but i didnt want to since me paisay mahz.... Anyway wasnt feelin all tt hungry oso so it was still quite ok... Wld haf oredi used my fingers if i was starving sia... Hahah....

Anyway sat there n talked for awhile... was kinda windy n all... clear sky n it even haf sme stars sia... how romantic... hahah... there were many cats ard us oso... but it all looked well-groomed n all... m fine with it so long as it doesnt scratch me n all.... With the cats came my most dreaded enemies... LIZARDS!!! Wahlauz eh! There was jus so many lizards ard tt place lor... kept hearing the tsark tsark sound it made... alamak... was prayin so hard tt there wasnt 1 near my vacinity man!

After smetime i was like askin him if he wanted to go take a walk or smething as me sat until my pi gu pain oredi... terrible chairs... shld haf sat smewhere at the front where they had chairs with handles... Kekek... Dear Dear next time we go sit there ya... kekeke... den u can oso c the 2 gers singin on stage... the nearer the beta for u to c since u kinda chay meh smetimes oso... ahahah....

Took a walk ard the area... was kinda cool but certain area was kinda dark sia... wahlauz tis fella ah... still can walk until so fast... when i wanted to walk fast he was slow n when i slowed down he was like so fast... purposely sia... HnG! Nvm lor... decided to take a seat smewhere n was like walking pass tis whole row of seats... den WALA!!! We saw this indian couple n they seemed to be like bz doin smething sia... hahah...was like tellin him to look n all but tis fella being chay meh said he cldnt see anything... Aiyoz... wan pengz oredi la... terrible man.... next time beta bring night vision liaos... Hahah...

Anyway we sat dwn n startd talkin abt stuffs n all... Hmm... seemed like we had so much to talk abt... kekek... He's actuali the quiet sort but thank god we still could communicate n had so much to talk abt or else i tink i wld haf ended up talkin to the plants n mosquitoes ard us oredi... Kekek... thanks to him... me now haf mosquito bites on my leg liaos.... U beta hope it heals with no marks wor... me no mosquito bite marks or scars on my leg wan wor... it had beta not be the 1st sia... Or ELSe.... hia hia hia.... Hahahah..... violent sia... Kekeke... :Þ

Heee.... was at Pasir Ris Beach until almost 2... kekekek... time reali flew pass wor... happily talkin n all den our fren finally called me dear dear sia... ahaha... thruout the whole nite i dun recall him callin me tt manz... Kekeke.... i was like huh ya? Den he mumbled smething n i was like HuH? Wat sayin u ah? N he repeated wat he said..... Muahaha.... Shall spare him the torment n not include tt part in here... kekeke... Told im tt i wanted to go home liaos n he was like reali ah? Serious? Aiyoz... did i look like i was joking? Hmmm.... Stupiak guy finally held my hand for the first time as we were walkin to the carpark... kekek...

Took a bath n all den talked to him for awhile b4 goin to slp... kekeke.... cldnt wake up the next morning sia... ended up takin Urgent leave... our fren had a dental appt n was given 2 days MC manz! Hmmm.... in the end we decided to meet up (ya again) n arranged the time n all... kekeke.... came to fetch me but me wasnt ready yet... so he waited at the carpark... kekeke... tink he sort of got impatient n called me jus when i was abt to leave my room to go down... kekek... He was like Wahsay U Bao chou is it? I made u wait for 50 min yesterday now u oso wan me to wait for u tt long ah? Heee... cannot wait awhile mehz? HnG!~ Siao Qi Gui!

Hmmm..... as usual he smelt good... kekek... was like askin if i wanted to go ofc to get my tiffany receipt fr roro n i was like yup wokie... called roro jus when i was reachin n i was rite... Jymo came down with her... hahaha.... cos kpo kpo wanna c how Garry looked like rite? Tink i dunno... Make him so paisay onli.... hehehe.... but alrite la... sure haf more to come in time... kekek....

Went to orchard cos me wanted to collect my pendant n to get tickets for Matrix on sat... furthermore our main purpose of goin dwn was bcos he wanted to go shoppin... kekeke... ended buyin a pair of jeans n 2 polo... hmmm... super sia he... buy things still need pple to choose for him wor.... hMmmm.... kekeke... me bought my bag too... YiPpy!!! finally found it sia... was like searchin for it but it had no more stock... kekeke.... while quein he was like wahsay we shop for almost 1 1/2hrs ah... neva spend so long shoppin before lehz... kekeke... Darlin u forgot tt we were walkin ard earlier on lookin for ur jeans oso leh... so actuali its like more than jus tt 1 1/2hrs wor... kekek... tink at least 3hrs... kekeke... Hmmm... wait till u c how long roro zhizhi n myself take when we shop together... heee.... Dun worry ya... more to come soon... wahahah....

Left town n was like cldnt decide where to go... in the end he asked if i wanted to go to ECP n i was like erm... ok lor... i dun mind... went to get a drink at 7-11... Jus when we were reachin it started drizzling... wakaka... had to stay in the car liaos lor.. kekeke... Along the way we saw lots of shiliwalas manz... kakaka.... ended parkin in front of this van n i was like tryin to figure out at they were doin.. hahah.... alamak.. cannot c a thing sia.. not clear smemore... kekeke... ask him to reverse n he was like huh? cannot la... too near no good lehz.... disturb pple onli... kekek.... k lor... hee...

Was like talkin n all... told him abt Mel n YH.. *siGhz* Feels weird... told him tt me dunno wat to do or say n he was like den how like tt? Dun wan me oredi ah? HnG!! Siaoz man... cannot tahan tis fella sia... smetimes he reali can say the dumbest ting at the weirdest time manz... kakak.... but tts wat cracks me up... Anyway we saw tis grp of army guys marching pass us n we started talkin abit abt army stuffs.... Coincidentally my didi msged me askin me wat i was doin n all den told him tt i was at ECP. kekeke... funny fella la... Garry was like askin me who it was n all den said it was my didi n he was in camp blah blah blah... den he ask which camp n all n i was like errr... oops~~ me forgot liaos lehz... kekeke... den he was like den u noe wat yr dear dear do or not? n i was like errr... oops~~ me forgot wor... kekeke... nvm la... tis not so impt... heheh.... remember the more impt stuffs can liaos... rite rite? kekeke...

Was gettin kinda late oredi n he was like me beta send u home soon wor... u wkin tmw lehz... n i was like hmm... k lor... Hee... he den hug me n was like dun like tt k dear dear... me oso bu she de but haf to still.... Kekek... K lor... Hmm... talked to him for awhile over the phone den went to slp.... Hmmm.... got up the nex day for work but it was so boring sia.. haiz... Same goes for today... had nothing to do since 1pm... can die... we're all dyin of boredom liaos... Chitra's bz playin games... Dunno wat Anja's bz with... As usual Roro n Jymmie busy gossiping since jus now.... n me busy updatin my blog... Heee.... Not meetin my Dear Dear today again... Hmmm.... Miss Him lehz.... *sigh*



Me not been spared from all the suaning since yesterday... ESP FROM MS. LEE!!! *siGhz* Nvm lor... Let u say all u wan now... HnG!!! *Stretch* Shall end this superly long entry now.... kinda tired oredi sia... neck n fingers aching oso... vision abit blur oso.. kekeke... Hmmm.... Believe tt aft reading today's entry, me sure to receive lots of comments n all... expecting certain things to happen too... Reaction from certain pple... feelins, tinkins n all... *siGhz* We'll jus haf to wait n c lor... Shall not tink n broad too much over it liaos.... Damn... Miss my Darling so much.... Cant wait for tmw to come when i'll get to c him again.........

In MeMoRy of mY BeLovEd baBy!!!

Got woken by my mum earli yesterday morning... said tt my uncle was coming over in an hrs' time wor... *siGhz*supposed to go visit my grandparents grave with them... dragged myself out of bed n was ready... waited for them but they had not reached my plc... as usual la... rubber time sia.... decided to go play with my darlings while waited...

Stood in front of their tank n Bailey was like lookin at me n crawling towards my direction... was like sayanging her n decided to feed them... was like taunting them with the vege when i realised tt my baby was moving... usually he wld be hypher esp when during feeding time... laid the vege in the tank n was like tryin to wake baby up... but still it wasnt moving... carried him up n was like sayanging his head but still nothing... touched his shell n realised tt it was cooler den Bailey's n it struck me tt baby was dead!
AiYoz! Was like tinking to myself wat happend? How come it died hen it wasnt sick at all... He was still so active n all the nite before.... wahlauz eh... so depressed man! Felt like cryin but there wasnt any tears... *siGhz*

Was like superly sad n all... now i noe how zhi felt when one of hers died... msged her n roro to tell her wat happened... she was like super shocked oso since baby wasnt sick n all... wrapped him up n decided to dig a hole n bury him in front of my home... Ironic manz... was supposed to be visiting tombs n i was actuali digging one now... Bye Darlin~~ Hope u're resting in peace.... Sure m gonna miss u.... MuaCkz


*Baby's the lighter shade darlin on the top of the photo

Zhizhi msged n told me tt she read smething in a fengshui book tt said abt tortoises being born loners n tt we shld keep onli one. If there's 2 of them, den one wld die. N the reason for it was tt it was blocked smething bad tt cld haf happened to the owner... was smething bad gonna happen??? I reali wonder.... was actuali talkin to garry abt this last nite.... n he was like jokin abt it n all..... called me as i was buryin baby n talked to me for awhile... consoled me n was tryin to make me laff... asked me if he had a coffin to rest in peace in n also if i called for the tong tong chiang... *PeNgz* this fella ah... cannot tahan him at times... but it did make me laff la.... kekek....

Mu uncle arrived a short while later n we made our way to CCK Cemetary.... haiz... seems like the whole of sunday was meant for visiting the dead n grieving... was like tellin my mum tt i shld haf brought baby n buried him next to Clarence... anyway... visit a total of 6 tombs n was superly hungry. Was abt 2.30pm n i stil hadnt eaten a single thing for the whole day sia... made our way to IMM n went to the foodcourt to eat.... FINALLY Manz.... dyin from hunger liaos... den went to daiso... majority of the things sold there was cheap... evything was goin for $2....bought a few stuffs there... kekeke.... came out n they had this wagon thingy n was like looking at the clothes... yeah correct.... me bought a black long sleeve top from tt stall... Heee....

Was oredi almost 6 plus when we finally paid for evything... mummy was like sayin tt its kinda late to go to Mt Vernon liaos so said we'd be goin there next wk instead... not again... anyway we went back home n i was like i need to go to mac... i need to get the Alphabears.... BUT.... it was Out of Stock lehz... *sob* *sOb* How like tt... went to almost all the Houg outlets n even called the ones at Tampiness Mall, Compass Point n Rivervale Mall.... but they didnt haf stock for it oso... even the one at IMM didnt haf stock... esp the letter "A"!!!! Damn! Searching high n low for it..... still m searching...

Was late for work today but cldnt care less... no mood oredi... cldnt decide wat to wear oso... sianz man.... went to houg green to get cash n was walkin pass mac when i realised tt they were actuali sellin the 2nd batch of alphabetes oredi... damn! Called roro n ask if she wanted breakfast but she didnt cos she brought smething oredi... thank god Anja wanted n me managed to get my alphabears! YiPpY! Completed this set of alphabears liaos... now ive gotta wait for the next batch which i tink will be out either tonite or latest tmw at the rate its sellin like Hot pancakes! kekek... I've gotta get all my alphabears... I muSt I MuSt I MUST!!!!! Wahahaha..... tink me going bonkers liaos....

WhAt A dAy iT wAs....

Didnt haf the time to come in n update the happenings tt has been goin on in my life... kekek.... kinda bz recently... but i still c my counter increasing... Hmm... wonder who has been in here.... Anyway glad tt u pple actuali bothered to come in here to read abt my miserable life n all... kekeke.... oh r u jus bored n haf no other websites to surf or simply being a busybody huh? Hahah... but wateva it is... thanks~~~

The past few days passed by pretty well.... wanna thank ALL u guys who celebrated my bday with me last nite..... reali glad tt u guys were actuali able to make it wor... been smetime since we all got together liaos.... touched tt it had to be on my bday... kekek.... Thanks for the card, gift n oso my fav MANGO CAKE wor!!! Yummy!!! *sLUrP* tinkin of it now makes my mouth water still... kekek.... reali enjoyed myself.... esp the times where eugene was so busily singing his songs... wakak... cannot tahan tt fella... hee... all in all it was a great way to spend my bday...

Oh ya! Anja, Jymoz n my Darling~~~~~ ThAnKz FoR tHE pReSeNt yA!!!! ~~~~~ Heee.... My poor darling's been sick for so long... hope she recovers from the bronchitis soon sia... hmm... Whole plc is so diff without her ard... exceptionally quiet oso... kekeke.... need smeone to liven up n spice the plc abit esp aft lunch.... Take care hor Darlin n get well soon lehz...

Anyway, here's wat happened yesterday... we all decided to meet up at Cityhall MRT b4 heading to Kenny Rogers for dinner... as usual... roro n myself decided to take the train there but we were both busy touching up n all tt we ended takin a cab dwn.. kakak... :P was the 2nd to reach there... LianHoon was oredi waiting for us there... den Eugene came along n we all waited for Eugenie.... This woman ah... nearest to Cityhall but so tway pai.... kekeke.... den made our way to MSQ n went up to Kenny Rogers... Hmmm.... surprisingly, Zhizhi was oredi there wor... tot she was supposed to be wkin late today... hmmm.... bluffer... she actuali went to get my Mango cake... kekeke... Thanks Darlin~~~ *yUm yUm*

Roro n myself was like so full the whole day n we were like later cannot eat oredi but GUESS WAT!? Kekeke... we still order the quarter chicken... hahah... n managed to finish it... goodness! Such a glutton! Anyway Sharon reached jus in time.... as usual... kekek... wahsay tis charboh was so hungry since she had not eaten for the whole day... order half a chicken sia... dun p lay play ah.... kekeke... seems like evyone was like hungry n bz with the food... kekek.... sat n talked for awhile den decided to go Karaoke... hmmm.... went to this plc near Chinatown... forgot the name of tt plc liaos... cham sia! kekeke... had a great time there.... reached hme kinda late but still managed to talk to Garry... Heee.... kinda njoyed talkin to him aft so long... YH was oredi aslp by then... went out with his frenz n all... hmmm.... anyway... it was a memorable bday thanks to all of u....

Was totally drained after last nite... slpt n woke up onli abt 3.30pm.... m supposed to meet zhizhi at abt 5 or so at the interchange since she had to go to Houg Mall first... hmmm... den we were supposed to meet up with sara our bday girl.... Head dwn to Ponggol CC to meet my mum.... kakak.... was gonna haf her line dance performance today... hahah... we missed the first dance though.... hmmm.... aiyoz... had to rush dwn since i had to take sme pics for her... haiz... walked to the CC at a super fast pace man... kekeke... finally evything was done n we decided to go to Compass Point for dinner.... dinner was so so... kekeke... as usual me n zhi stratagised ourselfs at the foodcourt... Haha... managed to secure a table n had dinner.... walked ard for a short while aft tt before heading home... hmmm... another tiring day....