...:: MiD-WeEk LiAoz ::...

Started wk at 8 today. Tot tt i'd be so late but heng me reached ofc in time... kekek... most of us leaving ofc at 5.30pm except for the princess... Hahaha... YiPpy! Finally can go n buy my jeans n collect my eyelash curler later liao... Hee... Been waiting for like so long manz... haha... meetin Eugenie at Cityhall n zhi's supposed to call when she reaches Bugis later....

Hmmm.... been receiving a few msgs aft I've fallen aslp off late... dunno y manz... piangz the moment me zoom into dreamland onli me lost liaos... onli read the msgs when i wake up in the morning... Tt L person had been msgin me the whole of yesterday sia... piangz... like non-stop manz... Beh TahAn! So full of his crap n nonsense as usual... Smetimes refuse to reply to his msgs but it gets worst... Watched Kill Bill at home again last nite... kekeke... so stupid... *siGhz* msged YH for awhile.. since he was playin his guitar, told him to go practice n to msg me later....

Garry msged me too... happy yet not tt happy.... hmmm.... dunno la... Anyway, he seemed normal as in like things btw us sort of went back to wat it was like b4.... the way he msgs me n all.... the concern n care felt was like genuine.... after awhile he was like u miss me nt? Told him wat diff wld it make even if i did or didnt.... at first he didnt get wat i meant but den he sort of understood almost immediately.... n said ok fine i get wat u mean. dun talk abt it liaos.... tink me go n slp oredi.... *SiGh* As usual... i sort of expected it.... wat to do... Guys ma... they're all the same.... this is their way of escapin n to tell u tt they dun wanna talk abt it n tt the matters closed. So typical!!

Anyway, me continued watching Kill Bill until YH called me on my hp.... ended up talkin to him while watching the show... each time i laughed or made some noise he would go huh? wat happen? Y? Den jus when i was abt to tell him wat happened he would like cut me off n go erm.. ok nvm... dun need to tell me... stupid creep... *HmPf!!* Ask me y n when i try to xplain he cut me off... Moronic sia. But alrite la... Heee....

Talked for awhile n mentioned abt the email he sent me.... thanked him n all... told him how touched i felt... yada yada yada.... den he was like askin me if i counted the no. of stars... hehe... Oops! Told him tt me didnt den guessed it rite lor... Kakak.... Said he did it from scratch n all... took him sometime to complete it... hee.... tis moron even bluffed me smetime back tt he was doin smethings for his ofc presentation! But actuali he was busy doin wat he sent me.... kekekek.... Bluffer!! Nvm... let u off this once.... Hee....

Nothing much to do nw... vol. low.... n its onli wed... *SiGhz* Its kinda cold n quiet today... wat with Chitra leaving earlier this morning... tt woman was like coughin n coughin the whole time manz.... Jialatz... told her to go off n c a doc b4 it gets worst.... In the end, she left, saw the doc n was given 2 days MC cos she had bronchitis.... Piangz eh! C la.... argh... smemore can tell us during breakfast tt she might wait n c the doc onli during the weekend... Goodness!!! Smetimes reali gotta scream at her sia.... Hmmm.... Tink me shall jus laze ard until 5.30pm b4 heading for Cityhall....

~.~.~ ToUcHed bEyoNd WoRds ~.~.~

Went thru the day rather well... nothing extraordinary happened... kinda peaceful though it seemed draggy... weather was great for stayin in bed... had to drag myself out of bed this morning... was supposed to slpy earli last nite but was on the line with my Ge! Kekeke... tt joker called me ard 11+ n we talked until almost 2am! Hmmm... lucky him since he was workin in the aftnoon today.... Was talkin with an off-mode brain... haha... wonder if i said anything i shldnt. Wat he told me immediately got me up n alert... Wahaha... our fren here is leaving for the States on 12 Dec sia... gonna be away for 2 whole yrs... hmm... sure m gonna miss him n his nonsense... kekeke... Anyway this wasnt the news tt made me sit up.

Was like happily yaking away or rather he was the 1 who did the yaking la... kekeke... asked how i was, if i met anyone i liked recently, yada yada yada.... when he said smething which i cant recall wat now tt made me ask him so when r u gonna get married huh? n He said soon... hmmm... being kpo as usual, me started talkin to myself n i was like eeehhhh.... u leavin on 12 Dec rite???? Den it dawned upon me...... Hahah.... So me asked him how soon is yr soon ah?? I guess he knew tt tis was coming.... cos he was like arrgghhh.... N he was like rattling end november! Wahaha.... m awake liaos... kekeke... suddenly got energetic n all n was like huh?!! Wat?! End November? PiaNgz eh!!! N u weren't gonna tell me ah?! How can... pestered him to tell me more but he kept brushin the topis off... wakaka... smeone forced to commit liaos si boh? Hahaha....

Anyway it was great news la... Reali happy for him... though he's kinda hua... hope he chges aft marriage n not get worse since he'd be gone for 2 yrs.... Ha! 2 Bloody yrs alone man! Who noes wat he cld get up to... hmmm.... Was kinda sweet n nice to me last nite... seem diff when we talked... hmm... had tt gentleness in him fr the way he spoke which i neva knew existed in the first place.... Hard to describe la... He usually isnt like tt... always suaning me wheneva he cld... kekek... kinda like the new him... hehehe....

Enaf abt him oredi... anyway was goin abt doin my work as usual... been bz smsin at the same time... this lawrence n my didi ah... simply too free today sia... *siGhz* Haf been getting disconnected from ICQ the whole day... Damn it.. tt bloody web-based ICQ is seriously gettin on my nerve sia. Evy now n den i get d/c.... *HmPf!!!* me no get to talk to YH online... StupiAk!!

Talkin abt this fella.... it brings me to the topic of today.... kekeke.... Touched Beyond Words.... Was busy composing my reply regardin the revamp of a website n was like checkin my account to c if i encountered the same problem. Meddling ard with my email account when i spotted an email from YH... wakakaka.... Jus the subject of the email made me smile liaos... kekeke... went on to dwnload the powerpoint attachment n WALA!!!!! Wat popped up next reali made me feel so touched beyond words man... Heee.... reali dunno wat to say... kept smiling to myself... heheh.... reali m so touched wor... even my ex didnt do such thing for me sia....

Kekeke.... jus the tot of it makes me smile constantly.... Roro was like Awww.... so touched ah? got cry or not? eh eh eh.... hahaha.... Luckily it hasnt reached tt level yet sia... hehe... but m reali happy to receive wat he sent.... Kekeke.... Tankiew u ya baby.... Heee.... but u got my surname kinda mixed up wor... but its ok la... Kekek... Reali reali touched tt u did tt.... me saved the attachment.... Jus in case...

*=*=* WhAt A DaY *=*=*

Woke up earli today since i had to go to church in the mornin.... was actuali earli for it but since the parkin area was full, as usual, my dad flared up la! *sigh* That was the start of a horrible day! Damn! Went to Nativity instead of St. Anne n was like waiting for it to start. Cannot take it man! Was starting to feel irritated oredi. The weather wasnt of much help either... so hot n humid! Damn it!

Anyway, mass ended n we came back home, on the way back my dad was like wat time did u come back last nite n i was like 3+ lor. (This is where the nagging started!! Pissed man!!!) He was like come home so late again is it? Y? Starting to be habitual is it? Or u starting to be a drinker? Went to check on u yesterday n the moment i opened the room it smelt of smoke n alcohol! R u ok or not? Blah Blah Blah on n o n he went n the more he talked the more agitated i got! Such a fucker! The mopre i ignored n kept quiet the more shiok he got n nagged even more! Damn it man! He was like so how much u drank again? How mych did u spend? Yada yada yada.... Damn it... even if i told him tt i didnt paid a single cent would he believe?! NO! So wats the point....

Went on talkin abt my fren driving n drinkin n abt meetin with accidents n the reports tt appeared on the news where parents defended their children n all... OH FUCK IT LA! If i were to tell him tt my fren who drove didnt drink wld he haf Believed?!! Obviously Not la! Cos he's always tinking tt he's so fuckin intelligent, Mr. I-KNOW-IT-ALL, Strret-wise n all... OH Fuck... As if im tt stupid... As if i dunno wat to do, dunno wats rite n wats wrong... as if it's the 1st time im clubbin n all... Damn it.... If i was reali tt stupid n all it wld only be bcos i got it from HIM!

Argh!!!! Fucking pissed man!!! This is the 2nd time tis week tt im gettin pissed with him... the 1st time was on Thur nite.... dun wanna talk abt tt... so irritated! He went on to say things like u dun forget wat line im workin in... all this things tts happening i oredi noe... u cannot lie or escape from it. WAT THE FUCK! Who the hell is lyin or escapin from it? Damn it! TInk he's seriously gettin old n senile... He's DEFINATELY reached Menopause! He shld jus work n not come back for days n come back jus to slp n eat n den go back out to work again!!! This way evyone will haf a peace of mind, no one will start naggin abt anything, evyone will not get irritated, worked-up or agitated with anyone....

Talkin abt it now make my blood boil n pressure increase.... SICKENING! Anyway, y this whole smoke n alcohol smell came from was bcos i was out the nite b4 la.... Went to bugis with roro in the aftnoon n bought some stuffs as usual, den went to watch Kill Bill... Piangz eh tt show is reali gruesome... bloody n violent! But on the whole it was ok... While watchin the show me rec'd so many msgs n call. From my didi, Garry, YH n also Jymo. Wahsay Garry was at home wor... been hearin fr him tt he had been out clubbin n drinking with his frenz n was kinda surprised tt he was at home. Smemore on a sat. Was to msg him n my didi when i got home.

Anyway, Jymo msged n asked where i was n all. Said he was with Marcus at Wine Bar n asked if we had plans aft the show. Said wasnt sure n was to call him when it ended. Anyway, we met up with both of them n after a long time, decided to go back to Wne Bar to take a look if there was any space there. Tured out tt there wasnt, so we went to Mr.Bean instead. Finally got a table, hadnt even sat for long nor had we ordered drinks. Was flippin thru the menu n jymo was like alamak no alcohol here... *siGhz* Give up man! Tt guy ah... I give up... Haf No Comments oredi la Jymo!

Anyway, we were like hmmm..... i continued flippin thru the menu n he was like how ah like tt? wanna go back to Wine Bar or not? Then he was like askin the others n Roro was like anything lor... dunno wat to order oso... like nothing much here lehz... Den Jymo asked Kel n he was like Huh? Err... i tink i prefer jus now tt place. Beta... WAHSAY! The most number of words in a sentence which I've heard from him since i met him today lehz! Seem so on like tt.... Jymo was like askin me so how? Go la Rach... How? I was like contemplating whether or not to go... didnt reali had to mood nor felt like goin... Seemed like Jymo cld read my mind... Jus as the idea of goin back was formin in my mind, he was like dun tell me u wanna go home ah i tell u.... I was like Errrr..... piang eh... LL lor... nothing to say so onli smiled at him... He was like k la go la ok? Accompany me mahz since i startin puasa soon... den wont be able to celebrate yr bday with u next wk smemore so i celebrate for u today la... i was like ya rite dun come n use my bday as an excuse so tt u can drink hor... kekek...

Jymo was like cannot i must hear a YES fr rach den we can leave n i was like haiz... up to u la... in the end we ended goin back to Wine Bar.... was there until almost 3 b4 we left tt place.... Hmmmm..... was superly sply n tired sia... While on my way back in the cab i was rec'd a msg n was SO SURPRISED! Haha..... after not hearing from Lawrence for sooo long, he suddenly re-surfaced n msged me again! Kakaka.... this guy remembered my bday n was like wishing me for my coming bday... hmmm... he must haf tot me forgot his bday.... how cld i? His bday was jus the day aft mine.... Anyway msged him for awhile until i reached hm... But smewhere aft i washed up n laid down me feel aslp almost immediately... so didnt reply to his last msged n onli saw his reply when i woke up in the morning... as usual, he was like since u dun wanna reply den i dun disturb u liaos... Wahlanz... can be stressful msgin him at times....

Realised tt i forgot to msg Garry n my didi when i reached home.... SoRriE wor.... Garry msged me n i was like replyin him sorrie n xplained to him y but he jus shrugged the matter off n said smething like its ok. nvm. n another thing which made me feel like its nothing n it doesnt matter whether i did msg him or not cos he jus wasnt bothered. *siGhz*

It's raining now... feelin kinda slpy again... did nothing today but slp since this aftnoon.... YH's bz with his frenz wedding today so didnt get to talk to him much. Called abt 4+ when he got home so talked for awhile b4 tellin him to go take a nap. He called me again abt 6+ n said he overslpt.... kekek... i knew it.... hehe... anyway onli got to talk to him for less than 5 min n he had to go do his stuff liaos... hmmm.... bz bz... kekeke..... tink willl jus cont to nua n laze ard like wat ive been doin the whole of today.... sianz man... gotta go to wk tmw liaos... so soon.... argh!!! seems like we've gotta do OT tmw if the stats is high... *siGhz* Sian smemore massmail was sent out on Fri... confirm OT liaos lor... Tink me need to psycho myself liaos...

Fruitful Trip.....

Kekek.... woke up ard 12+ today n felt great... Hahah... so nice to jus laze ard on a PH manz. Hmm... went bugis with Zhi n although we reali didnt manage to catch any movie wahahaha... we managed to get the eyelash curlers tt which Roro n myself have been searching high n low for sia... Kekeke.... went to like so many of the stupid Sasa outlets n finally the sales lady at the Bugis outlet was more than helpful n suggested tt she call theother outlets for me to check if they had wat i was lookin for. This is one HOT sale item manz! Seems like its out of stock almost evywhere ah... aiyoz... thank god when she called the one at Great World, it still had a few more left. Hmm.. so quickly requested for her to transfer 3 to the Bugis outlet... Hehehe... YiPpy! We'll be goin dwn on Wednesday to collect it... Hahah... now we're gonna haf curly wirly twirly eyelashes liaos... YEAH!!!! : )

Hmmm..... aft tt we went to Mos Buger for dinner, didnt eat much since i wasnt hungry so had nuggets n Ice tea n Zhi had the seafood rice burger meal... n sme oyster thingy. Kekeke... as usual she said she wasnt full yet n cld still eat. Aiyoz this woman ah... thank god me not meetin her tt often before. Or else.... Goodness! Hmmm... walked ard n looked at stuffs... ended up at TCC n she had her Ice Latte n Oreo Cheesecake... Sinful sia... Me ordered sme drink with a very long name to it... n it was equally SINFUL! Alamak.... cannot make it la... was like 1/3 filled with choco. fudge, 1/3 milk n 1/3 coffe with a huge scoop of vanilla ice-cream... Oh WOW!!!! Yum Yum! Kekeke.... eat first n regret later la... Kekek... so tempting sia... the Vanilla ice-cream was like so mouth-watering n tasty... unlike other vanilla ice-cream... tink the onli wan comparable to it wld be Swenson's Old-Fashioned Vanilla... Yum!!! *SSsslllluuuuuuuuRrrrrrrPPPppppp*

Anyway we talked n she was like tellin me abt her stuff n wat Dixon did when he went to her home n saw tt the Old Hag had once again sticked those paper notes. Damn sickening man tt woman... tik she must be the worst person to live with! Sooo one kind, so orbit, blooming hard to get along with, so pretentious, so evything...Goodness! The way she treats Zhi is worse than wat one wld treat yr tenant. Anyway, wat he did was so syupid, as he was washing his hand he read the note which said smething like either puttin / washin smething properly aft use or smeting along tt line la... n aft he washed his hands, he purposely sprinkled the water all over the note to make it wet! PiAngz!!! Over-grown man can be childish at times.... Hmmm.... tts besides the point... aft hearin this i was like Oh so now he even goes to her place.... Hmmmm..... got me tinking sia... but didnt say a thing abt it la... I guess once Roro reads this, we'll haf lots to talk abt again on Mon...

Haven been doin a thing today... been lazing the whole day away... kekekek... :P tink tts wat im gonna be doin today... so shiok manz... YH's with his fren since it's his Bacholar Nite... Guess will nt be talkin to him den... Hmmm... Oh Ya! Talked to Garry while he was on his way back fr Mdm Wong! Wahsay! Tt guy ah... so long no talk to him... kinda glad he called n talked to me on his way back... was jus like the good old days... Hope it wldnt be the last...

Long Weekend... YiPPy!!!

Woke up superly earli today n was the 1st to reach ofc... kekek... punched for Roro, Anja n myself... Wopie! Went for breakfast n was so lazy to come back up to do emails... the tot of hafin to do 60 mails jus wasn't sinking in... Hmmm... ended doin onli 46... but ok la tts more than wat we normally do lehz.. heee...

Day went by kinda smooth apart from some irritating users who kept askin the same things over n over again... Goodness!!! Was online in ICQ as usual. YH told me smething which kinda made me slightly perturb... Wat was it tt i was feelin or y i felt tt way kinda got me tinking... told Roro abt it n she was like kekek.. someone gettin jealous...hehehehehe I was like wakaka.... Oh is it? Hmmm.... Oops~~~ but reali lor... he ah like tt wan lehz... dunno doin it on purpose or wat lor...Evytime oso the IA ger this n tt.... moron n roro was like he is trying to c wat reaction u have mah, then he will noe whether u treasure him anot lor...kekekeke I was like Hahaha... ya la... ficker... u purposely haf to re-use the word he used rite? Hmpf... moronic *HmPf* Oh well......wateva...

Told Zhi tt we may not be able to catch any movie since most of it was like under No Free Listing / Pass... Damn! Seems like we may jus end up walkin ard oredi... We'll c how it goes la... Hahah.... Anyway gotta go liaos... Meetin Zhi at Bugis at 6.30pm... YeAh!!! Pang Kang oredi... start to a long weekends....

WaT a DaY iT's bEeN.....

Day started like evy other day... reached ofc slightly b4 8.30am n Anja was like how come U & Roro so earli today? N i was like lookin at the time n told her tt we werent earli jus on time... hahaha... n she was Like alrite fine on time den... kekek... Wei Mdm... dun get agitated n angry so easily lehz... U're gonna be a Mummy soon u noe now tt its confirmed... in errr... abt 9mths time la... but still ur BB is oredi 6 weeks old hor... hmmm... so cute.. can touch yr tummy liaos... keke... quick quick grow bigger hor... den u can keep yr mummy bz... hahaha...

Talked to YH last nite but he kinda called late... hmmm... left ofc late as usual den went home n aft evything was meddlin with his new toy... said tt his sis n himself was like tryin to make it produce some sound but cldnt... Wei u sure its sound n not noise or not? wahaha... Mood was kinda bad last nite... didnt reali felt like talkin much... replied in mono-syllabus... kept askin if i was ok n if there was anything wrong... since i didnt noe wat was wrong either i jus kept replyin nothing... but its true wat... hmm... maybe i shld haf said smething istead of nothing since there was indeed smething but i jus didnt noe wat it was.... *PoNdERs* Tinking back i was reali bad lor... there he was tryin to cheer me up n all n there i was not bothering abt it... *SiGhz* Sorrie wor Baby...

Was kinda moody the earlier part of today... tink till now i still m... but its like a come n go thing lor... y i wonder? Beats me... Aiya... not tinking y liaoz... sianz onli.... hmm... sick of tinking... been tinkin almost the whole of today sia... so long no do 60 mails liaos lehz.... today me did more than tt sia... alamak.... tiring sia... been doin emails non-stop manz... wahlau cant remember when was the last time i actuali did tis much... kekeke... Wat to do? Bo pianz... LL la... Had our individual meetin with meiling today... She's now Officially our manager... hmmm.... chge again... sian... wonder how tt Guy Cary looks like...

Spoke to Meiling n as usual they brought up the same things abt quota, quality, benchmark (which is now increased to 60), MC rate, job responsibilities, future, wat we forsee ourself in yrs to come or want in our career.... yada yada blah blah blah... on n on... same old thing... heard it since i started wk in SingTel... Borin... next pls... haiz... now gotta adapt to her style... we'll jus haf to c how la... doesnt seem like an easy person to work with but Mdm seems to tink otherwise... i guess we'll jus leave it for the time being n c how she's like n how things goes from here on la...

Zhizhi called me n we discussed abt our plans for tmw... hmmm... gotta start wk at 8am tmw lehz... sianz la... haf to get up even earlier... aiyoz... decided to watch the 9+ show so tt we'll haf time to go look for jeans... kekeke... Oh ya! Haf to remind myself to go SaSa tmw... no matter wat... kekeke... well... Roro is touching up oredi... time to go off soon... *SiGhz* Feelin bored liaos... slpy? Kinda... Hmm... shall go home n rot.... hope tmw will be beta than today la.... It's the leve of PH mahz... hahah...

So QuiEt....

Hmm...my Darlin on leave again lehz.... place is so quiet today... Anja n myself was kinda noisy... hehe... she said tt i was noisy when we had lunch... kakak... bo pianz la my darlin not ard so i take her place lor... dun worry hor she'll be back tmw oredi... SHE BETA!!! Wahaha....

It's finally the end of another wk day... kinda bored n as usual no mood to work... *siGhz* Finally able to login to the stupid web-base ICQ today... so long sia... Anyway was busy with my friendster thingy since jus now... hehe... interesting... found some frenz... hehe... u guys shld check it out... neva noe who u'd find there... hahah...

Went for long lunch as usual... kekek... made a trip down to SaSa at Houg Mall today in search for the lash curler but they didnt haf any liaos... aiyoz... seems like most of the SaSa outlets hasnt gotten stocks for it oredi... *sob* *sob* Tts like the invention of the century manz!!! They beta haf shipment for it soon lehz....

Shall be goin back home to rest today... still kinda tired n slpy sia... hmmm.... tink this is gonna be my shortest entry since i started blogging... but then again tis wld either mean tt life has been boring for me so far OR life's been good towards me... no headaches, ups & downs, problems, anger...... Hmmm.... U decide lor...

~~~ ToTaLLy DrAiNeD ~~~

So shack sia.... The weekend came n passed so fast... Went to the wake last nite ard 8.30pm n was like stranded there until this morning... wahlauz eh... By the time I came home n settled in bed I had like less than a few hours of slp... Goodness... Ting I had less than 5 hrs of slp the pass 2 days sia.. Extremely shack ahhhhh..... Somebody save me.... ahaha... siaoz...

Cldnt wake up this morning so took an hour time-off in the morning. Came to ofc abt 9.30am den went dwn with Roro, Anja n my Darlin for breakfast n came back up abt 10.30... started done sme wk n was like so blur... My brains not functioning sia... Takes like foreva to do a simple thing... aiyoz... So slow... Feel so malfunctioned... haha... My darlin was like a bloomin bullet train... Hit over 40 when it wasn't even 12... Told her to slow down cos me to zombified to do much... Sickening stats kept raising... It still is even now... *siGhz* Stats is like above 400 now! Heck la......

Jus came back from the stupid comm session... Ting I must hap crossed my fingers the wrong way... Or maybe I shld hap oso crossed my toes.... *HmpF* Wat I dread most is back to haunt me.... I've gotta shift back to SPC smewhere in Jan or Feb liaos... Damn! On top of tt, we're gonna change manager again... Goodness... Since I joined, I've like chged 2 Directors n mangers each..... With this re-org, it's the 3rd time im chgin both again... Damn... Dunne where we're gonna be seated smemore... Damn... hap this feelin tt its gonna be in the midst with those pple fr call centre.... sianz la... ArGh!!!

Totally no mood to do anything at this moment... Ting my brain sort of shut down n Neva got re-booted since yesterday.... M prayin tt papa's gotta wk late today or at least hap sme last min case or smething like tt... Heard from mummy tt we might be goin for the wake tonite if he's home since tonite's the last nite.... Aiyoz... *behaves like a brat* I dun wanna go la.... I dun wan dun wan dun wan.... Shall msg mummy later to check n tink of a back-up plan or excuse not to go... wahaha....

So lazy to come to wk tmw sia... How how how... aiyoz... I feel sick oredi.... hahah... Can I take MC or not? Aiyoz... Neva felt so tempted to take MC at all lehz... But but...... I shall resist... kekek... its a short week... I can make it... heee.... Shall save theMC for another time... haha.... Goodness another 2 hrs before I can go home... I wan my pillow.... Bolster.... Bed.... aaaahhhhh..... Sssooooo SHIOK!!!! Cham la... Cant believe im startin to whine!!! Dunno when was the last time I did......

...:: The Rundown ::...

Fri turned out to be kinda not too bad... At least nothing much screwed up aft i left ofc.... met up the others at Bishan den had dinner b4 headin for Olio... Was so filled up when we reached Olio... cldnt eat any deserts but as usual our Ms. Zhizhi had to munch on smethin, so in the end she had her Choc. brownies with gelato n cafe mocha while the rest of us had drinks n shared fries. Of cos zhizhi ate the fries too! She's the Makan Guru! Hahah...

Sat dwn n talked as usual.. updated each other with the latest happenings in our life n by the time we left it was pass midnite... hee... Olio extended their opening hours to 2am on fri... They shld haf done tt a long time ago... Anyway we walked Eugenie home b4 takin cab back... so quiet n late... Hmmm.... U owe us man... esp roro... Hahah... since she got a shock of her life when she ran away from a xiao qiang onli to step on another on the way down the flight of stairs... kekeke... cannot take it sia... shld haf seen roro's reaction... I've known her for like years but neva haf i seen her like tt... kekeke... i cld die laffin... Oh yA!!! Zhi bought 2 pairs of shoes on Fri... hahaha... tink evything good comes in pairs since we always end up buyin items in pairs now... Hahah... Roro bought 2 pairs of earrings yesterday oso...

Roro, zhizhi n myself were supposed to meet up for a movie yesterday so we asked Sharon n Eugenie if they wasnted to join us... Hmm.... Sharon was ok with it but Eugenie cldnt make it... smeone goin KL for Holiday with Patrick... kekeke... so shiok sia... when's my next trip gonna be? Short one or go smewhere near oso can la... jus need a break... cannot tahan liaos... Aiyoz... it's mon again tmw n there's gonna be a comm session... DaMn! If wat Anja told us was true, which i tink it is, den there's gonna be so much changes n all again! Aiyoz.... not again! I dun wanna shift ofc another time lehz... *cross my finger*

Met up with Roro, Zhi n Sharon in the train... ekeke... went to get our tickets... piangz its been sssooooo long since i bought tickets for 8 manz... keke... chitra n her boyboy n oso zhi's ex-colleague Lynn joined us for the movie... ekekek... WAHSAY!!! Chitra's boiboi is reali superly-duperly TALL!!!!!!!! I had to like tilt me neck n look up if i wanted to talk to him sia... He's even taller than some of the Ang Moh tourists! Wahlauz... i used to tink tt some of the guys in spore are tall... esp those who are like 180 and above but callin them tall is a fuckin understatement man!!!

Ha! Wait till u c how tall Manoj is THEN u will reali noe the actual meaning of being tall... we were all like migets standing next to him... was so funny... i cldnt stop laffin... not tt he looks weird or wat la... but he is like the 1st person in my entire life whom i've seen whose so tall! Tink he's almost the same height as the statue of the tall man tts standing next to the phone booth which was at the WTC previously.... wahlauz... POWER SIA!!!! kekeke...

While we were like walkin to Far East, evy guy he walked passed wld look at him.... even the tall ones cos they look short next to him... kekeke... im serious... sme had tt FWAHaha!!! look on their faces cos of his height while others had tt weird look tt didnt leave too good an impression on me.... But heck them la... im not the least bothered... kekeke... Darlin u reali noe how to choose a tall guy... even when we were like far apart from each other, i knew exactly where u were cos i jus had to look for Manoj... kekek... Wont be afraid tt we'd lose sight of u guys or get lost ourselves or wateva... Heee.....

Was walkin ard Far East cos i wanted to get earrings n oso look out for a sling bag... but damn... didnt manage to find any bag... hmmm... anyway walked to Hereen aft tt.... was supposed to meet up with Chitra n her boiboi at 9.15pm since our show started at 9.50pm... but our Ms Lee had to look for her shoes to go with her black dress... so we popped into URS for awhile... As usual she had to try on a few pairs...

Strappy heels wld always be abt the same no matter where u go to look for it lor... Heels mahz... U've gotta get used to it lor... like me... hahah.... If the 1 u tried yesterday is the sort tt u like n looks good n is easy to match irregardless of wat u wear, which was wat i've been tryin to tell u to try since god noes how long ago (Looks nice RIGHT!?! ;P), maybe we cld haf found a few nicer designs oredi... But nvm!! U fang xing! Since U onli need it next mth, we still haf abt 2 weeks to look for one... surely can find a pair which u fancy... We shall go look for it this comin week when we're on time off...

Wanted to watch the UnderWorld but Cineleisure wasnt showing any... hmm... ended watchin The Rundown... I was kinda skeptical abt watching it in the beginning... but thank god the show turned out to be not so bad... beta than wat i expected... The Rock sort of acted beta than when he did in The Scorpion King... He sucked big time in tt one manz... but den again, i was tellin Roro it cld also be bcos he didnt had tt many lines in this show... all he had to do was flex his muscles n fight.... jus like wat u'd c in WWE... hahah... an exact replica of all his moves....

Went for drinks at Mezza 9 aft the show.... jus reached n sat down when my didi msged me.... Msged YH aft tt n he called me... Said he was bored n was gonna slp soon so called to say good nite to me... Awww... such a sweetie... Heee... Talked for abt 20mins or so den ended the call.... *siGhz*

This guy stayed home the whole sat... No wonder he was bored la.... As usual, he went for his soccer game in the morning den went home aft hafin lunch... Called me while on his way back home n we started talkin... He was tellin me abt wat one of his fren did to the ice-hard bottle of water n we were like laffin since he said it looked like a dick aft his fren broke open the bottle... kekek... Den he was like i injured my right thumb earlier on... Aiyoz... Cannot play his guitar oredi lehz.... Asked him hw it happened n he said tt the ball hit his thumb n the area where the skin n nail is was like bleedin! Piangz... Must haf been so painful wor! Baby yr thumb haf blood clot or not? How's yr thumb now huh? Painful? Hmmm.....

Chitra's BoiBoi had to leave cos his sis din bring her keys n cldnt get home... Awww.... it wld haf been great if he came along..... wld be so funny with him ard... kekek... confirm wont stop laffin if he came along with us.... Cannot begin to imagine wat it wld be like if he went to Orchard Towers with us to c those Bapoks... kekeke... Lynn wanted to c them up close so we took her there for an eye-opener... hahah... hoped it got opened big enaf! Heee.... saw one which almost made me puke! Aiyoz... haf neva seen one who looks so eeekkyy... didnt haf the looks or the shape or wateva factors u needed to be a bapok! A disgrace to the other bapoks man!

Anyway, aft the short excursion, we ended up sitting a Mac. Hmmm.... tt outlets open till 4am... not bad... last week we found out tt the Mos Burger at Orchard Emerald closes at 2am. Yesterday, we found tt the Mac near Lido closes at 4am... kekeke... i wonder wat we'll find out next week... hmm... but next weeks GiGi's bday... so we'll be at Lian Hoon's hse... kekek....

Reached home n by the time i was done with evything it was oredi 4am... tried to slp but was ultra awake... *argh* managed to doze off onli at abt 5+ or 6am... but den even b4 i cld fall into deep slp, i woke up at 7.30am feelin kinda fresh... aiyoz... no matter how hard i tried to get to slp i jus cldnt sia... *HmpF!!!* stayed in bed until it was time to prepare to go to church.... came back home for lunch, washed the dishes, fed my babies n here i m now updatin my blog..... escapin n hidin in the study room... dun tink i wanna step out of here.... Van was bz bathin Max in the toilet earlier on n now it seems like she's jus been arrowed to help papa wash the fish tanks... alamak... jus heard sara helpin out too... tink i beta stay in here n rot... beats hafin to clean the tank... so ma fan! kekek...

Hmmm.... feels kinda weird tt im not the least tired or slpy even though i slpt for like less than 2 hrs... erm... but the right side of my neck feels kinda suan lehz... Aiyoz.... Me Lao lehz... evywhere oso aching... Tink i shld try to take a nap later since we're goin for Audrey's grandma's nite wake at Bedok after dinner... *SiGhz* God noes wat time we're gonna be stayin until again.... Seems like i've been attending so many songkas n weddings this year.... Hmmmm...........

.......Draggiiiieeee.......

Finally it friday liaos... but damn... i still feel shitty manz... *ArGh* day was like screwed up... planned to start wk at 8am so was supposed to wake roro at 6.30am but.... me cldnt get up lehz... *HmPf* -.-"" Stupiak sia... woke up onli at 7.20am so LL gotta start work at 8.30am... came to ofc n was hopin tt tt stupid April would be approving our time-off... my internal clock has been tellin me tt i'll be finishin wk at 2.30pm but tt sickening woman still hasnt said if she's gonna be approvin it or not...

Went for breakfast as usual... came up n did mails... was so angry me did 26 even b4 12.30pm.. sianz man... tt idiot purposely din wanna reply to the email i sent her askin if it was ok to leave or not... bloody fark... onli replied after we left for lunch... wats the point... still can ask if its ok for us to take onli an hr... damn... she can take tt bloody hour n shaft it up her ass... AAAarrrrgggghhhhh..... *HmpF!!!!* SO freakin pissed manz...now my plans all screwed...

This stupid blog site is gettin me so frustrated oso... keep screwin up evything... DAMN!!!! This week's reali been screwed up sia... So bloody pissed... Create n re-create the bloomin Angelfire account n after each upload it cocks up... Fuck man!!! Tink my blood pressure hasn't gone down the pass few days... So blardy bored in ofc smemore... Counting down to the time i can leave.... Decided to take away all the pics n animations... Damn it~~~ Blardy blog looks so boring now...

Was smokin earlier on n Roro was like sayin all sorts of things... Goodness!~ So crapy lehz woman!!! My Moods reali fucked up... Sssoooo sickening.... ArGh!!! Wonder how much worser the days gonna get... *HmPf!!!*

Screwed Up Day!!!!!

Hmmm..... wat a day its been... even b4 i cld reach ofc, Jymmie msged me tt he wasnt gonna be comin to work n wld be on MC for 2 days... went to the doc n realised tt he had tonsilities (erm... is this how u spell it? Wateva....) Anyway Anja den msged me tt Chitra wasnt gonna be comin oso.... wahsay! Winner lor... When i reached ofc i was like fwah how come kama's not here yet??? So asked Shiam n she was like Oh Kama on MC... *Toink* All fall sick on thurs ah? *PeNgz*

Smething happened last nite.... there was an exchge of msgs btw G. n myself... *sigh* Tink things btw us have worsen ever since he read my blog... Last nite was reali trashy... had sme disagreement with mummy... den evyone's mood was kinda like fucked up oso... wat a nite manz....

Was abt to go down for breakfast when i rec'd an email fr Jymo... tis guy ah... from home oso can be bothered to check his mails ah... winner lor... told me to take care of the team since no one's ard n to update the movement chart... which i've done oredi *sighz* How pathetic can it get... onli 3 of us ard today... goodness... But heck la... we're still goin for our long lunch...

Didnt haf the mood to work n stats was still high for a thur... by y bother... how many can 3 pple do? Argh.. feelin so agitated manz... went for breakfast n came up... Blardy hell... these pple from backroom can reali get u on yr nerve manz... argh.... went for the same pdt brief but god noes wat went into those hollow thing they call their head... can ask me things tt was mentioned during the briefing smemore... still had the cheek to ask me to check with the pdt manager or to get manager's approval!!! Wahlanz! Boiling mad manz... tink my bloody pressure jus shot u p sky high...

Cldnt take it manz... so went for a smoke aith Anja... talkin abt Anja.... Hehehe.... smeone's preggy!!! YiPPy!~~~~ Kekekek..... did the test n it was positive sia!! Hahaha... we're gonna haf a mummy in our team soon... la la la... gonna go to the doc to re-confirm... she's gotta quit smoking liaos... kekeke... Good for u madam.... Excited for u oso... hehehe...

Came back n decided to leave ofc at 12 for lunch... Gonna go to Compass Point... kakak... OOps... Has an ultra long lunch today... came back at almost 3pm sia... but we didnt leave at 12 zun zun la... erm... tink almost 12.30 lor... kekek... daman bought a pants again... oredi so broke lehz....

Tink im goin home to stone again... gonna be takin time-off tmw with roro... hope it gets approved in the morning... haiz... meeting zhizhi n the others for dinner tmw... den sat... erm... nothing's confirmed yet... where we goin ah Darlin.... For a show or to SOS???? Confirm tmw ya... tink i'll be goin home liaos... Roro is oredi fallin aslp at her desk... goodness tis charboh reali ah... Best of the best...

~0~0~0~ WeT DaY ~0~0~0~

Hmmm.... so shiok to slp n stay in bed.... didnt reali slpt well last nite even though the weather was to die for... woke up to the ringing tone of Qing Tian... but was simply to tired n slpy to talk... most of my replies were either a weird sound or a one word reply... dunno how long it went tt way... i guess it wasnt too long since we always ended the call the min the train comes....

Contiued to laze in bed until almost 7.40am before me got up to go bath n all.... Left home to buy breakfast n our YSL... finally... pay's in but i still dun feel all tt good.... was mentally calculating my expenses n was like damn... its gonna be a rather tight month... *ArGh* Tink i might jus skip a month of payin my mum back for my school fees... damn... so broke manz... alamak... hopefully my mum's ok with me skippin a month... or else....

The nite before was kinda peaceful... my didi called me n as usual was on the phone talkin... was watching PCK bloopers while on the phone with YH while he was on his way back... goodness was so funny i cldnt stop laffin... Hmmm.... it took him less than 10 min for a bus ride fr Orchard to his home n less than another 5 min to walk home... piangz!!! So near... *HnG* Unfair.... takes me so long to go home... actuali to go practically anywhere from my place takes at least 20 min... sianz...

Was watching True Files when YH called... Talked to him n was laffin n all... cldnt quite remember wat we were talkin abt when i told him wat roro commented abt me writing abt my tots n feelins all in here n evyone reading it... she den asked me if Hong-Ge or the others didnt say anything after reading mehz? den Hong-Ge must be happy la is it? I was like i dunno how he feels cos he doesnt reali talk abt it... normally comments on the others but nothing abt the both of us lor... not reali bothered abt how others feel or interpret wat i said lor... let them tink how they wanna tink... i felt tt if they didnt bother to talk n ask me or clarify matters den its to their loss n not mine. If they prefer to make presumptions from reading then so be it.... i cant help or chg things too...

Wat YH said next reali chged the mood of our conversation. Didnt noe whether or not to be happy, sad, hurt or wat... had a misture of feelins goin thru me... cant quite explain wat its like... he was like sayin i dun see the need to tell u how i feel or whether im happy r not. Even after reading I dunno where i stand still.... hmmm.... dunno where he stand still? Ok lor... Oh Ya!! Roro... YH asked me to thank u for callin hm Hong-Ge n not Hong Hong....

After hearing wat he had commented lots of tots came into my mind but i jus cldnt reali figure out wat i was tining abt... cos of this, i kept quiet n didnt say much... YH kept askin it all was alrite n wat i was doin den... as usual... when i didnt wanna say much or didnt noe wat to say, i always said nothing... ok wat... wats wrong? nothings wrong... he was like erm... orh ok...

After a while he asked me wat time it was n i was like 11.26pm... he was like oh 4 more min den we go slp ok? or smething along tt line... cant quite recall.. onli remembered sayin nvm u go slp now la... Den YH was like y wats wrong? Evytime we talk abt us onli yr attitude n voice wld chg... earlier on we were still laffin n jokin n u werent like tt... y r u suddenly cold towards me? *siGhz*

Still cldnt quite get over wat he said... was feelin kinda xing suan lehz... damn... haf this fear or confused feelin tt things btw us wld 1 day chg n bcme like things btw garry n lawrence... wonder how they both r... hafin mixed feeling nw... Miss YH but at times refrain myself from tellin him even though he keeps tellin me tt he misses me n tinks of me all the time... doin this cos i feel tt i shldnt push him deeper into the hole which he has dug for himself... believe its oredi deep enaf... imagine bein buried in the hole which u've dug for yr ownself...

Aft a short while later i guess he sort of gave up tryin to pacify me n said tt he was goin to slp... *sigh* Though i didnt wanna end the call but i guess it cldnt be help n in a way it was beta oso... god noes wat might haf happened if we continued talkin... rec'd a msg from YH not too long after sayin tt he was sorrie n all for wat happened....

Goodness... it made me feel even worse since all this wasnt his fault at all... But i was reali glad to receive a msg fr him... caring n sensitive enaf... Sorrie baby... i know im being the selfish one here... hmmm... shldnt keep u hangin in here... tts y i replied wat i did to u... seriously it wasnt yr fault tt all this happened... u dun haf to apologise for it... As a matter of fact, i feel tt i shld be the one who shld be apologising... Dun u tink it will be beta if u didnt spend too much time n effort in tis since u dunno where u stand n which direction we r moving to... Sldnt put too much feelin in it lor no matter how willing u r... esp since i myself dunno wat im doin... or beta yet... dun talk abt this anymore since each time this topic arises, things happen...

....I'M bROKe....

*siGhz* Another day at work... another day being pathetically broke... cannot tahan manz... counting down to tmw... cos its gonna be payday.. kekeke... yippy... a short moment of happiness den me gonna be broke again.. piangz with the load of bills n all... i tink i can jus faint....

Was talkin to YH as usual last nite... n he was like we slp earli today ok? Wan u to haf enaf of rest... ok lor... was supposed to end earlier then usual but it dragged on... kekek.. to wat time i oso dunno... but it wasnt tt late as compared to the other days lor... hmmm... time always passes so fast when im talkin to him manz... sianz la *hmpf!!* Dun feel like ending the call lehz... seems like theres always so much to talk abt... *sigh* oh well.....

Hmm... came back to work n had almost 20 over follow-ups waiting... sianzation man... *sigh* plus the weather didnt make my day any beta... Was so coolin n raining when i woke up... shiok to stay in bed... the idea of me takin another day of urgent leave was extremely tempting manz... hahah.... but before the idea cld even solidify in my brain... smeone kept buzzin in my ear to get up n go get ready for work liaos... who i wont mention lor... heee...

Was kinda late today... thanks to the weather... roro cldnt get any cab so she reached even later den myself... April was oso waiting for cab when i reached ofc... hehe... msged roro n told her not to worry... kakak... Jymo den said tt april msged him n said tt she wld be talkin half day urgent leave... kekeke... if i was her i wld haf taken the whole day... heee... lunch was as usual.. din haf lunch since me ate breakfast... ekeke... so hungry manz... din haf dinner last nite wor... almost fainted from hunger.... hahah... ya rite as if... still haf much surplus to sustain consciousness...

Anyway the plc is kinda quiet since my darlin took urgent leave today... Wei u wanna take turns with me is it darlin? kekeke... so bored... dunno wat else to do manz... my didi msged me again... hmm... talkin abt didis... my gege's been behavin kinda weird... was online n talkin to him last nite n he was like not his usual self... didnt wan me to call him gege wor... said tt i neva did call him tt when i was talkin to him but den again he din call me meimei oso mahz... hmmm... wats wrong lehz? *wonders*

M chattin to YH n another fren over ICQ... kekeke... was like tellin him tt roro scratchin all over cos the mosquitoes bit her durin lunch time n he was like haha....luv bite? n i was like wat love bite la... mosquito bite la..hahaha... y u like to haf many love bites ah? hahaha.... Goodness... roro keeps scratchin herself... c oredi i feel itchy oso... nw she's say her mouth oso feelin itchy... alamak... :S This cuckoo can still come n tell me kiss her lah...haha... eh pls hor me not into lesbo thingy hor... if i m... den sayonara to u liaos... wahaha... Was sayin tt he has squitoes bite on his leg...haha.. n i was like eeee.... maybe smelly lor... haahaha.... oops~~~

Anyway continued chattin n he was like askin if i was goin home tonite n i was like dun go home den go where? yr hme ah? kekek... yeah goin home... told my mum tt me b back for dinner n he said u wana come to my hse?keke.... i think my mum will strangle u as in interviewing u lor... *piangz* violent sia.... hehehe... said tt his mum actually asked his brother's gf to go to her room n chat... wahlauz.. in the end, his sis n my bro went in oso... goodness... so stressful... like interrogation session... kekeke...

Tink today's gonna be a peaceful day... kekek... hope to rest earli n wake up earli tmw... haf to run sme errands b4 comin to ofc.. ekeke... Yippy... cant wait for tmw to come... den the hole in my pocket wld be slightly sealed for a few days b4 it starts to tear again... hahaha... was smokin earlier on n we were like planning to go out for a long lunch tmw... wakaka... Gloria's on maternity leave n April's gonna be on course for the next 1.5 days... YiPpY!!! Hahaha.... plus its payday... la la la...


EH EH!!! Can wear jeans liaos... wahaha... tink tts wat me gonne be weraing tmw... Heee... tis roro ah... piangz eh i was like Oei!!! n was like mouthing the sentence tmw we can wear jeans... n she started laffin n said u noe wat i heard? n i was like yeah? n she said she tot she heard tmw wanna eat shit? *PIANGZ* EH WOMAN!!! Wake up liaos la... aiYoz... u ah... I can faint manz...